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we so back

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Actually what if I did an art stream

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Ok so yeah we ffd T^T

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If no necc matches I'll just draw

Sucks tho because both val and RL are gonna be season forfeits :c

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@PizzaSteve3902 Bro survived a grenade going off in his hand

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Maybe no stream because one of our team is out and might not be back

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Gonna be streaming our (probably) last NECC rocket league match tonight, would be nice to actually win a match for once lol

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@AffaireStratego

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It's gonna feel so good to stand up again

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@AffaireStratego Purity is a fight worth fighting trust me. Making it through a month is just the first step to training yourself to resist temptation

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Someone remind me to draw my experience getting to floor 4 on my 3rd(?) run ever

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my vent art

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After I realized my laptop only had 8gb of ram, I decided to add a 16gb stick I had lying around so it would stop running so slowly.

Now it's feasting on 14gb of ram.

How did I ever manage before

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Do people actually make their own brushes in krita i just use random standard brushes

Maybe that's what's holding me back but I'm scared

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Should I try #casualtiesunkown on stream again but do it solo this time?

Last time I did it with a friend completely blind before being joined by 2 guys in chat.

One of which spent the whole time trying to kill me

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Can anyone from the casualties unknown fandom explain what the full release actually has?

Keep in mind I jumped into the demo completely blind and my mind was in a blender the whole time (you can watch my experience on YT if you want lol)

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@Chinatsuenjoyer And don't beat yourself up if you slip into sin again. Some people are set free in a moment, for some it's a process. But clearly you're trying and that's a lot better than some.

I'll be praying for God to help you overcome this 🙏

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@Chinatsuenjoyer First, don't let shame keep you alone in this fight, find someone you can talk to about this who can help keep you accountable.
Keep in the scriptures, become hungry for the truth it holds
Pray daily for Holy Spirit to give you the self control needed to overcome temptation

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@Shqipe98 @Chinatsuenjoyer Satan likes it when people think that because the shame keeps them trapped and alone. The reality is most people understand it's a very common struggle among men

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@Chinatsuenjoyer I'd suggest finding a male adult you know is trustworthy (be it a father figure or youth pastor) and asking them for help and accountability. I also know if a few messages online that help explain how to break free from strongholds like this but I'll have to find them tomorrow

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@Chinatsuenjoyer There's some truth to what your mom says but believe me I also know it's not as simple as "just stop"

There's a lot of spiritual and even scientific reasons for why it's so difficult to break free from, but no matter what it's harder to do it alone