Jessica Stein

There's still a tormented wolf inside of me who fights to come out at every full moon but @ConvivialPariah has learnt to tame it. [18+RP #STS]

[Jessica Stein @NotSoTormented]

--questions. I was mostly just thinking out loud]

[Jessica Stein @NotSoTormented]

--hold over me after all this time, @ConvivialPariah? Why can't I just let it go. [Of course Ulysses wouldn't have the answers to my --

[Jessica Stein @NotSoTormented]

-the pieces but I can't bring myself to do it. [I finally look up at @ConvivialPariah, tears still in my eyes] Why does he still have a --

[Jessica Stein @NotSoTormented]

-from it.] I've had it for a while, @ConvivialPariah...it was given to me after my parents were killed. I want to just rip it up and burn --

[Jessica Stein @NotSoTormented]

-almost jumped as I heard @ConvivialPariah's voice, his sudden arrival surprising me. I stare at the photo, somehow unable to take my eyes--

[Jessica Stein @NotSoTormented]

--@ConvivialPariah. There was such a thing as a happy ending for me. I had found it with Ulysses. It was time to move on with my life. I --

[Jessica Stein @NotSoTormented]

-this just lying around, I shouldn't have it at all. I should have gotten rid of it years ago when I had planned to, just after marrying --

[Jessica Stein @NotSoTormented]

--even bothered to change when I came from work. I had gone straight for the box. It was true, I probably shouldn't have something like --

[Jessica Stein @NotSoTormented]

[I didn't even hear @ConvivialPariah come in, I was so focused on the image of a 'happy family' that wasn't so happy in my hands. I hadn't--

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--own father. The man who was meant to protect her more than anyone else...]

[Jessica Stein @NotSoTormented]

--father in the moving picture and I saw fear in my own eyes. It brought tears to my eyes. No daughter should ever grow up fearing her --

[Jessica Stein @NotSoTormented]

--and my parents. To anyone we look like a normal family but they didn't know what went on behind closed doors. I was looking at my --

[Jessica Stein @NotSoTormented]

--@ConvivialPariah wasn't around before I dug out a small box that I hid away in a drawer. Opening it up I looked at the top photo of me --

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-- @ConvivialPariah thoughts of my past were on my mind. The moment where I watched that werewolf kill my parents. I made sure that --

[Jessica Stein @NotSoTormented]

-away. It brought memories of my past back but i did my best to ignore them. When I went back to the chambers I shared with my husband --

[Jessica Stein @NotSoTormented]

--course it wasn't a hard lesson. All the students had to do was look at me and the scars on my face to remember those five signs straight--

[Jessica Stein @NotSoTormented]

--more practical side of things. Of course one of the standard questions on any DADA O.W.L exam was to describe five signs of werewolf. Of--

[Jessica Stein @NotSoTormented]

--fifth years for their soon up coming Defence Against the Dark Arts O.W.L exam. I had decided to work on the theory before going over the--

[Jessica Stein @NotSoTormented]

-second of it...However today had been a little more taxing than usual and had brought up some bad memories. I had been preparing the --

[Jessica Stein @NotSoTormented]

[It had been another day at Salem teaching Defence Against the Dark Arts to my students. It was a job that I still loved, I loved every --