Sam Winchester

looking for my brother. Season 12 Sam. Descriptive. No drama.

[Sam Winchester @NotSquirrelSam]

@DevotedWayward how much you love me." he sighed.

[Sam Winchester @NotSquirrelSam]

@DevotedWayward Lucifer out of the cage." he said to her. "Over demon blood." he muttered. "So tell me I was right..." he said. "Tell me-

[Sam Winchester @NotSquirrelSam]

@DevotedWayward closed his eyes. "You don't realize how bad I became," he said. "Craving demon blood...doing the wrong thing, I let-

[Sam Winchester @NotSquirrelSam]

@DevotedWayward Sam sighed, "He was right saying it Mom...I was a monster," he muttered. "He wanted Dean to do what was best for me." he-

[Sam Winchester @NotSquirrelSam]

@DevotedWayward her "There was a time I nearly did become a monster."

[Sam Winchester @NotSquirrelSam]

@DevotedWayward I shouldn't become." There was pain in his eyes as he said it remembering what Dean had told him. With a sigh he looked at-

[Sam Winchester @NotSquirrelSam]

@DevotedWayward He smiled a bit "Dad actually made things worse," he said to her. "Dad told Dean to kill me if I were to become anything-

[Sam Winchester @NotSquirrelSam]

@DevotedWayward a little choked up wishing that he knew his Mother from a long time ago.

[Sam Winchester @NotSquirrelSam]

@DevotedWayward different. More happy. He smiled at her, "Yes, Mom you're right," he said and he hugged her. "Thank you." he said getting-

[Sam Winchester @NotSquirrelSam]

@DevotedWayward that his mother hated him for what he's done and what he had become. Now that he knew that wasn't true he felt somewhat-

[Sam Winchester @NotSquirrelSam]

@DevotedWayward Sam nodded at her, he was relieved that she didn't hate him. That was always one of his fears, was that he would find out -

[Sam Winchester @NotSquirrelSam]

@DevotedWayward I destroyed Lucifer and Came back from Hell it was gone." he hoped that was accurate. He held her. He wanted her to be happy

[Sam Winchester @NotSquirrelSam]

@DevotedWayward the demon blood is still in me Mom." he said. "It's possible it left a long time ago." he said to her. "I think maybe when-

[Sam Winchester @NotSquirrelSam]

@DevotedWayward asked. "I'm happy you're back becuase now its kinda a do -over you know what i mean?" he asked her. "I'm not even sure-

[Sam Winchester @NotSquirrelSam]

@DevotedWayward Sam looked sad at the thought of Mary being sad. "Mom...its okay, things are ok now, I mean you're back, right?" he-

[Sam Winchester @NotSquirrelSam]

@DevotedWayward with what Azazel did to me years ago in the nursery." he explained. "I'm sorry Mom." he said getting choked up.

[Sam Winchester @NotSquirrelSam]

@DevotedWayward left hunting for a little while." he said to her honestly. It had terrified him "I think I'm okay now, but it had to do-

[Sam Winchester @NotSquirrelSam]

@DevotedWayward upset with him. "I get it..Dean was upset with me, so was Castiel, and Bobby, it wasn't something I could control so I-

[Sam Winchester @NotSquirrelSam]

@DevotedWayward Sam sighed and stared at her, "You're dissapointed in me," he said quietly. He had always had nightmares about her being-

[Sam Winchester @NotSquirrelSam]

@DevotedWayward hallusinating." he said quietly. He sighed. "It was bad mom," he said to her.