also do we have a word for gatekeeping a big milestone before it actually happens cuz youre scared of evil eye but at the same time u want to share it with people not because u want to flex but because its smth u literally dreamed of and keeping it inside just feels too much
do we have a word for when you feel terribly demotivated for an event in the near future (next week) when yk the result of that event will not change the fact that u will achieve your dream in a few months and so u feel like youve worked hard and u deserve to not study