priyam

PGY 1 GEN. SURGERY

[MR @MarcusRashford]

Thanks, Jamie. It would be great to be able to get my head down and play football without my name being mentioned every day 😭

[Premier League @premierleague]

In a league of his own.

Bruno Fernandes breaks the record for the most assists in a Premier League season!

[kshitij vaze @VazeKshitij]

Except this is not what studying looks like, and I am sick and tired of the internet pretending that it does. Let me tell y'all something.

Studying is maddening, okay? It is a pursuit of fanatically trying to understand something that you, for some inexplicable reason cannot seem to move on from. It is the single most devastating as well as rewarding thing that you can take up, IF you are truly trying to get something done.

Devastating since at the extreme, it is THE Most lonely undertaking a human can take up. You will drown yourself in texts that were authored far before your bloodline existed, in thoughts that make no damn sense to anyone but to you, and you cannot explain them to those few who are willing to listen because you are not sure about them yourself.

Speaking of thoughts - the bastards that they are. I am convinced that they are the only entity in the world that moves faster than the speed of fucking light. And for a mind that's fanatic enough, it is a struggle to keep a hold of the freight-train that ravages through you every time you encounter something new. And the cruel part? The name of the game is to hold on to the single thought that you have as a thousand more flood in.

To give it the time that it deserves, the patience that it needs, but oh well, there's a thousand more that are demanding the very same. You try and write it down, because it helps, but what happens when your hands cannot match your brain? You go insane. You try and distract yourself, "Maybe I am tripping, it's not that deep." NO IT IS THAT FUCKING DEEP.

But when it all comes together, when those thousand thoughts do indeed get processed, when it all forms ONE beautiful symphony that we call a body of work, the brink of insanity suddenly seems worth reaching and staying at.

So no. Studying is not all about having a Starbucks coffee with a MacBook that has cute PDFs open, or a stack of messy books, or neatly written notes that are Pinterest-worthy, or a dimly lit room with motherfuckers dressed in the most immaculate fashion that they can find trying to talk about their experiences. And I am so done with the internet trying to make it that fucking way.

FIGHT ME.

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@canyonmooooonn @xxidanny ❤️

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@httpsosweet @canyonmooooonn

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@utdscope @MailSport

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You think of getting off of twitter and something like this will come to your feed

[Spectre @spectre0799]

BIRDS OF A FEATHER but the beat is Last Christmas

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@globalwaffles Link? Or is it behind a paywall

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@creepydotorg Never forget, never forgive.

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Mitch starc????

[Miilato @miiilato]

The crushing weight of two very manageable tasks

[FOX Sports: NFL @NFLonFOX]

The @packers really hit the Skol chant celebration after picking off McCarthy again 💀

📺: FOX

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@Pato That goal vs Barca in min 1 was insane

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@TheNBACentel

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BACK TO BACK TO BACK?

AMORIM ARE YOU MAD??

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@BongBiharipanda Ohh hellnaw, man carried them to conference final last year

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@tuktuukk @m0ideen Where in mlore?