Idk why i opened up on twitter of all places but its fine i have like 1 and half a french fry of followers so its not like someone will see it and i also i did it for me
Jax was me, i was so repressed, i hated myself, i was afraid, i hurt the people that cared about me by pushing them away and i was kinda shitty to be around. Watching tadc made me have a breakdown crying cause i remembered what it was like. It hurt but it also healed me a bit
What happened to jax would have happened to me if i hadnt done something, and i used to hate that i hadnt done more but now i just think she did enough cause im still around