Today marks one year since my wife died in her sleep next to me as I slept. She was 39. This has been the hardest thing I’ve ever dealt with. It broke me mentally. I’m still broken. I’ve been open with my feelings with my family and hers (I still talk and spend time with them often.)
2 years and 9 days before she died, I had a heart attack while 22 miles offshore fishing. 99% Blockage at the base of my LAD. It wasn’t bad. I was only worried about my wife freaking the f out. I had to let her know I’m ok. That took some time to convince her.
With all of that being said, I was glad it was me that had the HA and no one else in my family. I’m actually healthy and took it well. I wasn’t bitter complaining with “why me?” Suck it up, buttercup.
After she died, though, that’s when my anger toward God started. In judgement day, I think I still want to punch him in the throat, but I digress. I love prayed a lot, for my wife. I’ve had good and bad dreams of her.
But, as I was in the shower this morning, I may have come to a conclusion, or just a thought. We all have heard the saying, “only the good die young.” We’ve heard of the rapture, also. What if those good that die young are being raptured? God’s army of Angels.
We all die on this earth in various ways at various ages. Athiest or not, you are made in God’s image.
Men, cherish your wives. Love them unconditionally, protect, and support them. Women, be worth the effort. Love wins, no matter the game.
Prove me wrong!
Removed God from school.
Happy Holidays or Seasons Greetings instead of Merry Christmas.
Removed “under God” from the pledge of allegiance.
Pro abortion aka pro baby killing.
They are defenders of everything evil:
Islam
Trans
Gay
Child grooming
Drag shows in front of small children
And the list goes on!
Everyone needs to have a conversation with Jesus. Remove yourselves from a sinful life. Repent and this world will be a better place to live. Trust in God and He will lead the way!
@TeresaJ22864762@QuantumGuard17 You can’t comprehend what you read. “during pregnancy can be associated with an "increased risk of autism."”
It’s not the only cause of autism.
@MakapuuDreams@USVeteranMitch@libsoftiktok Klinger was scheming to get discharged from the army. That’s the whole skit from MASH. They knew he was faking the mental illness.
@USVeteranMitch@libsoftiktok Even my old diving supervisor turned trans. Hilarious! Donna from Doug. He used to be a manly man. Big trucks, Copenhagen snuff all the time. WTF happened?