I'm sorry... I'm sorry I'm not enough I'm sorry I can't be better.. I hate myself and wish I was someone else. I just want to be happy, I want to not overthink everything in my life I just want to not hate myself and idk where to start
(PS not a goodbye just venting)
I really am...more and more I think on my failings..and it hurts... I hurt... emotionally, mentally... starting to turn physical due to not really eating or sleeping anymore.. I'm a good person aren't I? I always try for everyone...but it's never enough...
Well another sleepless night trapped in my head, another night diving into the abyss. I know I don't usually post things like this but here I can vent without family knowing...but goddamn I can't man. I'm trying my hardest to stay positive and not hate myself.. but I am failing