Gingi

18 - gay ftm agender (it/xe) - proship freaks dni

[Gingi @Numbr1Valentine]

I'd like to address this post because I feel my followers and friends have a right to know and I'd like to own up to my mistakes and issues (long thread)

[Gingi @Numbr1Valentine]

Unrelated note but log out of my family's streaming services btw

[Gingi @Numbr1Valentine]

I'm done with posting to Twitter and I'm slowly trying to ween off posting to tiktok (aside from using it to post things to support anything/anyone in need of support)
If you have anything else to say to me, you can tell me but I probably won't see it if it's on twitter

[Gingi @Numbr1Valentine]

Sorry if any of this doesn't make sense or I mention anything twice in this, I haven't slept yet and it's really early in the morning

[Gingi @Numbr1Valentine]

I'm tired of the constant back and forth of you/one of your friends saying "ur hiding from this" when I'm not and me responding to explain that I'm not and that I'm fixing my unintentional bad habits

[Gingi @Numbr1Valentine]

Sorry this is like 2 days late I'm genuinely trying to stay off Twitter and slowly weening away from posting on tiktok but it's a bit hard to totally get off the internet when you make alts to come spam my comments with things like "block me if you like kids" or calling me a pedo

[Gingi @Numbr1Valentine]

I'll just block the account, I don't want to respond to this argument anymore after this because at this point it just feels like us repeating the same stuff to each other over and over at this point

[Gingi @Numbr1Valentine]

Making alts to spam my comments with things berating me for trying to find a temporary way to feel better and try to help others by making short videos for nobody except myself seems like a bit of a waste of energy to me, but if that's what you wanna do then fine by me

[Gingi @Numbr1Valentine]

Is how I do that, then genuinely what's the problem with that? I'm not doing anything for fame or for people to support me, I'm not looking for followers or fans, I just want to be happy and helpful
I've been reflecting on my mistakes and looking up alternatives for fixing myself

[Gingi @Numbr1Valentine]

If you have any therapy recommendations then let me know, I'd be more than happy to accept them
Until I can find one, I'm trying to find ways to make myself happy and a better person and if posting silly little videos online talking about my interests or doing Watermelon filters

[Gingi @Numbr1Valentine]

I don't care if people unfollow me for it, that's inevitable
I know I did something wrong and I'm busy fixing my life to be a better person
If you must know my every move on that path, right now I'm looking for therapy and doing what I can as someone without money and no job

[Gingi @Numbr1Valentine]

You also say that I'm trying to hide this or get out of it, but you probably noticed last time you or one of your friends were stalking my page on an alt that I mentioned in my pinned post to look at my Twitter (I tried to post the screenshots of the post but it got taken down)

[Gingi @Numbr1Valentine]

@5morenights I also want to mention, you guys blocked me first, so even if you said anything it wouldn't show up because you both had me blocked

[Gingi @Numbr1Valentine]

I didn't "flee to tiktok" I'm taking a break from Twitter, like I said.
I made a post about my Twitter post and my break from Twitter and I'm not sure where it went, but it was my pinned.
You made an account just to look for my account, to say how I'm not taking this serious —

[Gingi @Numbr1Valentine]

@5morenights Like I said earlier, I'm not trying to make it seem like I'm running from this. I had a video about it up before and I'm not sure what happened to it (maybe I posted it to my story instead of a regular post) but I made a new post about it saying to look at my twt account.

[Gingi @Numbr1Valentine]

Have to document my therapy journey to people on the internet if I don't want, need, or have to.

[Gingi @Numbr1Valentine]

Again, I feel remorse, I know I did something bad, and I'm seeking help. I'm not hiding from anything.
I'm still taking a break from regular posting on Twitter, and I don't plan on coming back to do so until I manage to become better. I'll keep trying to get better but I don't —

[Gingi @Numbr1Valentine]

@BurnerAcco86661 Real quick, I know we aren't on good terms, but there is something I'd like you to know that I recently remembered if we could talk in dms (not forced of course, but I do think it is important for you to know even tho it isn't rlly related to any of the stuff happening now)