Everything will soon make sense in a very beautiful way. Don't let anxiety consume you. Just Pray and trust the power of a sincere Prayer. Allah will soon show you answers to your prayers.
Allah will surprise you in the most unexpected ways. Sabr may feel heavy now, but what Allah has written for you will be worth every moment of waiting. Every delay carries hidden mercy, and soon you'll see how perfectly everything was planned by the One who never makes mistakes.
You are going to be surprised at how Allah answered your prayers. He wants the best for you. Keep reminding yourself of this because if you keep on making Dua with tawakkul, the miracles that you want will come true.
I read somewhere:
"Allah will never make you pray for something that was never meant for you." Maybe that's why the dua itself is already a sign, because if he placed it in your heart to ask, it means he's already planning to give it to you, just in his perfect time.