It's kinda hard to feel like you're not good enough.
Everything is faling apart, everything suck and I'm just not good enough to fix it.
Just stupid, weak, useless, hopeless....
It's kinda hard to hate myself and still live.
Bro like, I literally stopped going to holidays years ago, cuz I wanted to work on horses, do what I love, since I left school I didn't stop, sometimes it was good work all week long but now? I feel like I'm burned out, nothing feels good anymore -
I'm 21 this year and I'm stressed for my life choices 😭😭😭 life is too short bro, I need to live until 2050 to be successful at something 😭😭 now I'm going to cry, cuz I don't know what to do....
Sorry for my broken English, last month I spoke English/Czech/German.
I'm used to be at the bottom of the list, so it always surprise me, when someone picks me up, and it hurts, when they put me down again. But you know, what hurts the most?
When someone do this to your loved ones, and you just can't do anything about it.....
Sometimes it feels like you have to work yourself to death, to be a little bit successfull in this life, and you just can't enjoy free time, not even a little bit.