So I was able to share my journey today, im not gonna lie it wasn't great, I'm not a confident person, I had so much to say but yet couldn't find the words, i could feel an anxiety attack was creeping up on me and knew I had to stop. I messed up massively. But im so greatful to
No matter where I go. I know your forever by my side walking with me, watching over me, protecting me and guiding me to be the best I can be. I miss you everyday π
My heart will forever be broken. But I now live for us both. Forever my best friend and hero and my pops. I love you always and forever and I wait for the say when we will be together again. Fly high always. My best friend, my guardian angel β€
I dreamt about you last night. Well im telling myself you came and visited me and I hugged you so hard and cried. The last time you came and visited me I pushed you away. I wasnt gonna make that mistake again! My life hasn't been the same since you left.
Those that know me, know how hard I've worked to get to this point, I wanted to make my family proud, make my dad proud and I did it dad. I did it for you, for me, for us. So I hope I have made you proud and I will try my best to continue to make you proudπ
For those that know me they know how much the last 2 years have been a real struggle for me, watching cancer take my dad away from me, learning to live my life without him, dealing with grief as well as my own mental health deteriorating, as well as that I was balancing work,
, and my volunteer work as well as doing a level 3 NVQ in team leader/supervisor. I was a mess and I should have completed my NVQ last may and after taking a break and coming back with a fresh mind and determination. I'm proud to say that I passed my NVQ with a distinction.