the mace itself feels like an added weight, like he really has no way out, that he HAS to remain loyal to the church.
and sometimes that weight gets far too heavy on him, and whenever it does he always ends up feeling disgusted that he feels regret π
// imma probs yap a bit but,
Mace has a massive love-hate relationship with their gear.
While yes he finds it useful etc. He hates WHO its tied to. Its bad enough hes too much of a coward to leave the church due to the threats that are hung over their head
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