I wanted you to stay with me forever. I only wanted you, nobody else. I told you that every chance I got. I love you more than you’ll ever know and I still love you. I’m sorry, from the depths of my soul. I’m sorry. I LOVE YOU
I am both
the strongest
and the weakest man that I have ever known.
I can overcome storms, weather tragedy, and surmount pain.
But this sickness in my soul is something I can't shake, it follows me like a shadow, it haunts me like a memory.
And yet
who would I even be without it?