I am going to say something controversial today.
If you do not think I am worth the time, don't talk to me.
If you think I'm the stand in for another person, don't invite me.
If you count me as less because of my numbers or my speech impediment, f yourself.
I am no longer getting hurt by people classing me as second best.
If you only want bigger streamer name here, invite them, not me. Block me.
It really hurts when you try to communicate your feelings honestly and somehow end up being misunderstood as a person. having an insecurity doesn’t mean you want to control someone. sometimes you just want to be heard, reassured, and move on. 1/3
day 3 of living without youtube premium
the ads are messing with my head
i feel lost
i want to watch youtube videos, but i dont want to watch ads
i feel like i am drowning
my memories of adfree youtube are slowly fading away
i am scared
Hello, it’s Yue.
I talked about it sparingly, but during the last few months, my stress got so bad that various lesions appeared on my limbs. Thirty or so on my left arm.
I was finally able to go to a doctor, and he gave me… 9 prescriptions and wondered why I let it get so bad. Thankfully I was able to scrounge up the money, but
That’s really just how bad my mental health has gotten at the time. Bilibili has given me some time to heal this past month and while I might not be back to the full capacity, I’m still going to check in every week because I miss you guys.
See you later, and let’s hope these (literal) wounds heal lol
I may be silly, but I'm not stupid.
Don't abuse my kindness. I can tell when people only want me for what I can provide content-wise, and nothing more.
I'm glad you're racing hard for 1st, but you don't have to do it by knocking everyone off the track.
Be kinder. Be better. 🤘
OHOHOHO❗️🌟 We have hit affliate! The treasury is unlocked and our emotes can now be spread far and wide outside of the confines of our chat. THANK YOU TO MY ANT COLONY🤍
ok, so.. after people tell u they want to be ur friend, how do u initiate things.. how to go from twitter -> video gaming, because tHATS WHAT I WANT
asking for some idiot girl
@i3Kirb Speaking from experience as a man, no I don't. It's more of a pain in the morning than anything else. Generally goes away in a few mins, I'm usually more focused on waking up and getting ready for work.
@SylvanaFoxx You are enough Sylvie.
I know sometimes it's hard but you are stronger than you might think.
You just need self confidence and helping friends. I'm wishing you well and I'm always willing to lend an ear.