𝙳𝚒𝚛𝚔'𝚜 𝚙𝚎𝚛𝚜𝚘𝚗𝚊𝚕 𝚜𝚚𝚞𝚊𝚋𝚋𝚕𝚎

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[𝙳𝚒𝚛𝚔'𝚜 𝚙𝚎𝚛𝚜𝚘𝚗𝚊𝚕 𝚜𝚚𝚞𝚊𝚋𝚋𝚕𝚎 @OfHisSummoning]

If you can see this, then welcome! This account will be more of a personal account, and there's gonna be a lot of venting, so don't say i didn't warn you!

I'll list some warnings down below-

[𝙳𝚒𝚛𝚔'𝚜 𝚙𝚎𝚛𝚜𝚘𝚗𝚊𝚕 𝚜𝚚𝚞𝚊𝚋𝚋𝚕𝚎 @OfHisSummoning]

https://t.co/1ANZkUJlnt

test

[𝙳𝚒𝚛𝚔'𝚜 𝚙𝚎𝚛𝚜𝚘𝚗𝚊𝚕 𝚜𝚚𝚞𝚊𝚋𝚋𝚕𝚎 @OfHisSummoning]

I FEEL

SO EMPTY

OML

[𝙳𝚒𝚛𝚔'𝚜 𝚙𝚎𝚛𝚜𝚘𝚗𝚊𝚕 𝚜𝚚𝚞𝚊𝚋𝚋𝚕𝚎 @OfHisSummoning]

i lost another of my uncles to Cancer just now. not feeling too good. feeling like I'm boutta explode angrily if someone gets on my ass with how i grieve. i don't wanna go to the funeral either bc i don't do well near where death is present bc I'm sensitive to spiritual energies.

[𝙳𝚒𝚛𝚔'𝚜 𝚙𝚎𝚛𝚜𝚘𝚗𝚊𝚕 𝚜𝚚𝚞𝚊𝚋𝚋𝚕𝚎 @OfHisSummoning]

I loathe the fact that i have to deal with the crushing fear that comes with trying to ask ppl to hang out with me

everyone is always too busy, so. I'm afraid to bother them, but like-

i also feel like I'd be rude if i asked.ᐣ .ᐣ .ᐣ .ᐣ

idk

i just hate myself too much

[‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍𝙰𝚁𝚃𝙸𝚂𝚃 ; ‍𝐑𝐘 ‍ .ᐟ ‍ @chaoscribbles]

Me creating raya only to watch her get rizzed up—

[𝙳𝚒𝚛𝚔'𝚜 𝚙𝚎𝚛𝚜𝚘𝚗𝚊𝚕 𝚜𝚚𝚞𝚊𝚋𝚋𝚕𝚎 @OfHisSummoning]

https://t.co/HsMTR7Xe56

[𝙳𝚒𝚛𝚔'𝚜 𝚙𝚎𝚛𝚜𝚘𝚗𝚊𝚕 𝚜𝚚𝚞𝚊𝚋𝚋𝚕𝚎 @OfHisSummoning]

♎︎ 𝚃𝚛𝚒𝚐𝚐𝚎𝚛 𝚠𝚊𝚛𝚗𝚒𝚗𝚐𝚜 𝚝𝚑𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚍! ♎︎

[𝙳𝚒𝚛𝚔'𝚜 𝚙𝚎𝚛𝚜𝚘𝚗𝚊𝚕 𝚜𝚚𝚞𝚊𝚋𝚋𝚕𝚎 @OfHisSummoning]

If you can see this, then welcome! This account will be more of a personal account, and there's gonna be a lot of venting, so don't say i didn't warn you!

I'll list some warnings down below-

[𝙳𝚒𝚛𝚔'𝚜 𝚙𝚎𝚛𝚜𝚘𝚗𝚊𝚕 𝚜𝚚𝚞𝚊𝚋𝚋𝚕𝚎 @OfHisSummoning]

I'm sick and tired of thinking that I deserve to be treated nicely

no I don't

I'm a fucking horrible monster

treat me like one

it's better you treat me like shit than treat me kindly at this point

I'm too selfish and shitty for good things

[𝙳𝚒𝚛𝚔'𝚜 𝚙𝚎𝚛𝚜𝚘𝚗𝚊𝚕 𝚜𝚚𝚞𝚊𝚋𝚋𝚕𝚎 @OfHisSummoning]

I'm back here to yell about the fact that I once again am a stupid idiot that cannot do anything right and is doomed to be alone no matter how much I appease the masses.

[𝙳𝚒𝚛𝚔'𝚜 𝚙𝚎𝚛𝚜𝚘𝚗𝚊𝚕 𝚜𝚚𝚞𝚊𝚋𝚋𝚕𝚎 @OfHisSummoning]

Maybe i should just deactivate my au sephiroth

no one will notice nor care if I'm gone

[𝙳𝚒𝚛𝚔'𝚜 𝚙𝚎𝚛𝚜𝚘𝚗𝚊𝚕 𝚜𝚚𝚞𝚊𝚋𝚋𝚕𝚎 @OfHisSummoning]

like

i fucking see you writing with literally everyone fucking else

[𝙳𝚒𝚛𝚔'𝚜 𝚙𝚎𝚛𝚜𝚘𝚗𝚊𝚕 𝚜𝚚𝚞𝚊𝚋𝚋𝚕𝚎 @OfHisSummoning]

i want to fuckin perish so bad

I'm genuinely tired of ppl putting me fuckin last while everyone else is priority

if you don't fucking like me just tell me in the dms and quit fucking lying to me about liking me

[𝙳𝚒𝚛𝚔'𝚜 𝚙𝚎𝚛𝚜𝚘𝚗𝚊𝚕 𝚜𝚚𝚞𝚊𝚋𝚋𝚕𝚎 @OfHisSummoning]

*and

[𝙳𝚒𝚛𝚔'𝚜 𝚙𝚎𝚛𝚜𝚘𝚗𝚊𝚕 𝚜𝚚𝚞𝚊𝚋𝚋𝚕𝚎 @OfHisSummoning]

I'm so tired of being avoided by this one kenshi abd bi-han rper

It's just so irritating

like they stopped talking to me period, and i don't know what i did for them to do that

I'm so

so

soooo tired of it all

like damn, just tell me you don't like talking to me

jeez

[𝙳𝚒𝚛𝚔'𝚜 𝚙𝚎𝚛𝚜𝚘𝚗𝚊𝚕 𝚜𝚚𝚞𝚊𝚋𝚋𝚕𝚎 @OfHisSummoning]

I wanna stop

[𝙳𝚒𝚛𝚔'𝚜 𝚙𝚎𝚛𝚜𝚘𝚗𝚊𝚕 𝚜𝚚𝚞𝚊𝚋𝚋𝚕𝚎 @OfHisSummoning]

I'm tired of pretending I'm okay with being ignored when i try to participate in stuff

I'm tired of pretending I'm okay in general

I'm tired....

[𝙳𝚒𝚛𝚔'𝚜 𝚙𝚎𝚛𝚜𝚘𝚗𝚊𝚕 𝚜𝚚𝚞𝚊𝚋𝚋𝚕𝚎 @OfHisSummoning]

i feel like im not gonna make it till the end of this year anymore

im sorry theres just no point in it

everything around me is faltering

i cant take it anymore

#vent #depression

[Official ATLUS West @Atlus_West]

One last surprise. ❤️ 10.21.2022

[𝙳𝚒𝚛𝚔'𝚜 𝚙𝚎𝚛𝚜𝚘𝚗𝚊𝚕 𝚜𝚚𝚞𝚊𝚋𝚋𝚕𝚎 @OfHisSummoning]

https://t.co/m0W63ThgKO

test

[𝙳𝚒𝚛𝚔'𝚜 𝚙𝚎𝚛𝚜𝚘𝚗𝚊𝚕 𝚜𝚚𝚞𝚊𝚋𝚋𝚕𝚎 @OfHisSummoning]

i feel like I don't exist