@DiamondToast I’ve been having a lot of fun with the community as a whole and I’m happy I can make the scorplings laugh. Just some reoccurring comments and recent pressure have definitely done some tick damage to this old gal.
Small vent because I’m just mentally exhausted.
I’ll be honest, the amount of snide negativity and disrespect I’ve received doing my first subathon makes me never want to do one again. I was deeply uncomfortable doing anything like this to begin with.
Despite suffering a tumultuous layoff this year I have worked tirelessly to remain positive, provide joy, and ensure my personal concerns were not the concern of my community. My life is not their responsibility. My responsibility is to create a fun, restorative environment.
Don’t mistake this for not having fun nor not enjoying what I’m doing. It’s a delight to be able to bring fun moments to everyone, but constantly having snide remarks thrown at me has chipped away a bit at my usual pensive state.
@LigerzeroTTV I’m really happy people have enjoyed it. I’ve enjoyed thinking of fun streams each week and having fun with everyone.
I do my best to not let hurtful words get to me, but the year has worn a lot of my tough shell down. 😅
@UXRICCEO It’s super hard to not have it eventually wear on me. This year has been disgustingly hard behind the scenes and I’m working 10-12 hour days, 7 days a week to just keep all necessary cylinders firing.
I’ve kept my focus on just making fun streams, but it is hard.
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- For those ever wanting to do fan art, I'm always so heckin' jazzed seeing it made.🥹 Many people have asked if the scorpion parts are 'mandatory'… the answer is NO! I'm so happy when anyone makes me anything, be it a stick figure or macaroni art; it is simply flattering that you thought of me when creating!