MidWestMistyEyed

Clikkie

[MidWestMistyEyed @OhMsEmotional]

I’ve never known anyone in my entire life that even knows who Janis Joplin is but I grew up listening to her because of my mom. I hope when i’m gone my kids are still listening to twenty one pilots and think of me.

[MidWestMistyEyed @OhMsEmotional]

Happy heavenly birthday mama. I’m glad you’re not suffering in this world anymore. But man, i really miss you and need you here right now.

[MidWestMistyEyed @OhMsEmotional]

My daughter just hugged me, told me I’m strong, and preceded to tell me my son is probably going to move in with his dad now that he’s 16.
God i really don’t feel strong right now.

[MidWestMistyEyed @OhMsEmotional]

went to my sisters this weekend bc we’re sad abt mom’s bday. Such a disappointing weekend. No apple orchard or sunflowers. No trails. Nothing planned happened. And now that I’m home i thought I’d try to save my mood…left my whole backpack at her house, with the dslr. FUCK!

[MidWestMistyEyed @OhMsEmotional]

Watching my Twenty One Pilots Garbage debut video. The first time he sings don’t give up on me feels like it’s abt him but the second time he does it after his little speech feels like it’s abt us.
Don’t. give. up. on me

[MidWestMistyEyed @OhMsEmotional]

I was sad I didn’t have a voicemail to hear my mom’s voice again and my bf said I think I have one…it was her calling him the night I tried to off myself.
I told him to delete it.
How the hell do I come back from that
I am completely broken.

[MidWestMistyEyed @OhMsEmotional]

What’s my name?

[MidWestMistyEyed @OhMsEmotional]

I can’t wait to see the footage from the cameras they gave out to twenty one pilots fans for ape

[MidWestMistyEyed @OhMsEmotional]

Undertale: Determination Symphony Orchestra …such a cool experience.

[MidWestMistyEyed @OhMsEmotional]

Right this way if you're frustrated
Your first mate in the fifth grade tried to persuade
Try it once, he was shown on the bus
Chain's off my huff, anxious enough as it is
Gotta walk, never looking up once at the kids in the park
What a day, getting dark, what a day

[MidWestMistyEyed @OhMsEmotional]

Yo Yo!
More than we ever imagined 💛
#twentyonepilots

[MidWestMistyEyed @OhMsEmotional]

@kibbyTOP Wake me up when September ends 😭

[MidWestMistyEyed @OhMsEmotional]

It’s funny September starts suicide prevention month yet this week is one of the hardest times for me mentally. It’s 2 of my kids bdays and I can’t even celebrate with them and my dead mother’s bday. I broke down twice at work today bc of suicide ideation. Stay alive i guess l-/

[MidWestMistyEyed @OhMsEmotional]

And I’m trying to hold onto you
Cause everybody leaves

[TWLOHA @TWLOHA]

Your September reminder from the TWLOHA Calendar. 🧡

[MidWestMistyEyed @OhMsEmotional]

It’s September again. It’s Suicide Prevention Mouth. As always…at the risk of feeling dumb…check in. It’s not worth the risk of losing a friend.

[MidWestMistyEyed @OhMsEmotional]

Wake me up when September ends.

[MidWestMistyEyed @OhMsEmotional]

Ok but why did he smear the ALWAYS shirt? Like really smeared it 😿
#twentyonepilots

[MidWestMistyEyed @OhMsEmotional]

@DarkLittleLoueh I tried

[MidWestMistyEyed @OhMsEmotional]

Be safe. take care of each other 💛 and have a f-ing good time at ape!