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[👄 @OhNoVelvet]

Sorry if I ain't perfect, sorry I don't give a ****, sorry I'm not a Diva, sorry just know what I want

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Thank you Mom

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I'm so tired of being a warrior and fighting for my life. Because I deserve to be happy just like everyone else

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Some days I honestly wish that I wouldn't wake up, just because of all the hurt and pain I have delt with over years

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I just want to wake up everyday and be thankful to see another day, but unfortunately that is not the case

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I really feel like my heart is about to burst into a million pieces. I just want to have a happy life you know?

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I help everyone around me with their problems, but who helps me with mine? MINE?

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And I honestly don't know how much more of this I can take.

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Because it's getting to the point where it's getting hard for me to breathe

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I sometimes (Well all the time) wish I had a switch to turn my emotions on and off

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And honestly it's a little to much for me.

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Sadly that's not the case at all. I deal with so much shit in my life from family to relationships to work

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People always think just because you're beautiful, that means that you have a perfect life.

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Here I go

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In a hour or so I will be starting to tell you about my life and what's going on and how I go to where I am in life right now.

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About what's going on in my life. I have been writing since last night and I believe I can trust you guys not to judge me

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Hey you guys, I'm going to set my page private for the next couple of days just to talk to you guys

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What did I ever do to ever be treated like this?

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I haven't been to sleep yet... Yay me. Warframe + Headphones here I come 👍🏽

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Why do I keep helping people with their problems when they don't even care or bother to help me with mine?