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[Omar @Omaraoh08328482]

I think that I did enough for this life.

Even tho, it is more than enough for most of the people that are/were in my life.

[Omar @Omaraoh08328482]

لقد أخذ الله مني و من هذه الدنيا أقرب الأشياء إلي قلبي.

الحمدلله.

رب ارحمهما كما ربيان صغيرا.

انا لله و انا إليه راجعون.

[Omar @Omaraoh08328482]

كنت فاكر إن كسرتي ب فراق ياسمين قاضيه عليا، و اللي أكد عليها هو فتره الجيش، و توقعت اني ممكن معرفش أحس ب حاجه تاني،

لحد وفاة جدي.

تقريبا الصدمه المره دي قويه شويتين. و اللي يكمل الموضوع إن you are totally alone here.

كنت بشارك جدي في حياتي هنا ديما.

As I said:

[Omar @Omaraoh08328482]

They thought that I will be a dead one after returning not seeing you anymore. But I think Allah gave me this strength to hold on.

تقريبا إنت يا جدي كنت من الحاجات القليله إللي بقالي في الدنيا إللي كنت بستلذ بالدنيا ب بسببها.

رحمك الله يا جدي.

[Omar @Omaraoh08328482]

I decided not to text here anymore.

But this is important.

Now, he is dead.

One of the most influencing people on me since my born.

I was raised between his hands.

He is not only my grandpa, he was an icon that I really relax when feeling him.

[Omar @Omaraoh08328482]

You know that you were my number 1 priority.

No one imagined that I could pass this by this strength.

People now are amazed how I am like that right now, as well they already know the strength of the link that Me and you were in.

[Omar @Omaraoh08328482]

4 - March - 2016.
This was my first Umrah. And it was surprise to me.

4 - March - 2026.
2nd Umrahx, after exactly 10 years without even noticing the same dates.

This was the best gift I can get, and give to myself in this time.

الحمد لله.

BTW, no one knows this except here.

[Omar @Omaraoh08328482]

And be back to Austria Safe soon.

[Omar @Omaraoh08328482]

Here we go again...

Once I arrived the airport, leaving my father's car, I felt like a heavy baggage was thrown again on my shoulders.

I felt a heavy feet. A deep breath. I remember those thingsx, yess you are getting prepared for another return.

[Omar @Omaraoh08328482]

A journey that I am calling as a Gift to all Omaarsss that are presented.

It wasn't even planned, but here we are going and trying it in the most critical time where most if the surroundings are unstable flightings. In a critical time. Hope this journey will end good and be bach

[Omar @Omaraoh08328482]

هي كانت مظبوطه لوحدها يا عمر

مكنتش عايزه حاجه والله، بس إنت مقبلتيش الوضع و تعبت من الارهاق و مكنتش مستعد تاخد أي risk تاني، و لعلمك ، ده كان آخر risk كنت ممكن تاخده. و بعدها الدنيا ظبطت لوحدها

[Omar @Omaraoh08328482]

And re do it with a things, I used it and tested it, it still same as I left.

I remember everything that I did in this one scine 2022.

الحمدلله.

[Omar @Omaraoh08328482]

This small device, I made while I was free.

Between my military service and the rest of my life.

When it was finished, I never thought that it might be used, I was just having fun doing it, and I enjoyed working on that specific project as

[Omar @Omaraoh08328482]

As it was challenging, and also linked with many memories that I manage it in a good way with respect to what I was having,,

A very low low resources to get this output.

This one after finished, I shut down it.

Now after years, more than a request just to reopen it