any pronouns. confused boy. some people think i'm acting worse for wear. suffice to say this is a quaint affair. but no one really knows me like Harvey.
I need people to understand this because I'm not ungrateful, I just don't *feel* ok. And it's hard because other people can feel ok. I've felt ok before.
Genuinely had a psychotic episode once. Walked and ran for ~3 to 4 consecutive hours w/o shoes By the time my family found me I was 1 hour away BY CAR to gastation near the side of an interstate highway. Almost local news.
Took a hit of my last cigarette. Looked up. Called home.