ok update, no luck on the alcohol but I am now 6 months without smoking or vaping! safe to say I kicked that habit. let's try baby steps with the alcohol.
Ok... it's been about 3 months since i last vaped. I think I'm good on never smoking again. I don't even have the urge. Now to work on alcohol. Day 1 has to start sometime. Why not today. Wish me luck.