Chat I waited for him almost 2h jus for us to claim our grad pic together, I even notify him in our convo na I’m nasa office and pick me up, he even called and there’s this high hopes in me na he’s on the way na. And guess what he didn’t even told me na he won’t be coming pala++
And maybe because that’s oneof the reasons why I’m so hurt, because I can’t be mad at him because there’s this so much love I have for him that it becomes a shield for me from hating him… I just love him so much, y’all… and there’s this thing in me thinking he’d feel the same☹️
I hate to think but, I bet for the fact that he doesn’t even care what was the problem and what even the fucking root of that actions of mine. Like I do still have the fucking soft side for him and for some fucking reason I can’t hate him despite of what happened… ☹️
I notice every details, I was clinging on the positive side not until this moment hits, and it reminded me of all the dead treatments I choose ignore. And that what hurts me. I have so much love and hope for him but this time it burns me out, y’all IDFK what to do… ☹️
Nung nasa venue na ako ng pag kukuhaan, I saw in my peripheral view na he claimed his na, and that when hits me na I’ll never get the fucking same effort I gave for him, I don’t know how I wish I was being sensitive and immature, but this isn’t the first time I saw this same shi
And my mood went down talaga, ‘cuz wdym that you’re there na pala without telling me na hindi ka naman pala pupunta? What hurts me is that I fucking waited and hold myself na hindi iclaim ang letche picture na ‘yan ‘cuz I’m waiting for him ngaaa eh??? Tapos++