Was sorting through my wishlist and had a giggle when I had to remove the walking pad ๐ ๐
If anyone is in a giving mood though, I have other items that donโt require me to have functioning limbs ๐๐คฃ
@actuallydenz Honestly I never thought it would be so hard. The acceptance of it alone is baffling and Iโm still not fully accepting of it ๐
Thank you though, Denis. Itโs an uphill battle which is very difficult on wheels ๐
Lil update as Iโve not been posting on here or my sites, just my snap ๏ฟฝ๏ฟฝ
Iโm currently struggling to adjust to a new way of life; having to use a wheelchair. In what felt like a snap of the fingers I went from walking 10k to being housebound.
Pic for attention ๐
Welp! Wanted to look into a streetjet to give me some independence for my wheelchair but eeshk! Saw the price and figured Iโll just suffer ๐
Please enjoy pre-wheelchair pics ๐ฉท
currently in the process of uploading my videos to loyalfans...maybe give me a follow there? or whatever? im still getting used to the user interface haha
https://t.co/8zvdnkRyK5
I barely even recognise myself anymore, and just feeling so useless and just a shell of who I was just a couple of months ago.
Thank you to anyone who has helped so far, or has reached out, or has even read this post.
Stay beautiful ๐
Anyway, itโs a huge change. Itโs frustrating and has really took a toll on my mental and physical health.
Iโm hoping to walk again with physio and whatever other help asap, currently waiting on neurology appointment.
I am trying to stay myself but itโs hard.
I finally hit max level on Pokemon Go ๐ฅน
It took over my life for a while (sorry about that ๐) (Snapchat got the whole journey!)
After months of grinding my ass off getting to 176million XP, I can now relax and be more active here and on my sites ๐๐ป
Previous birthdays:
- CAMATHON FOR 24 HOURS
- letโs go for top 1000 rank!
- Loads of brand new videos
- cam partyyyy!
This year:
I wonder if I can make ยฃ34 (the age Iโll be) ๐