After nearly 28 years as Azarrys, it’s time for a new chapter.The last three years brought some incredible memories, amazing people, hard lessons, and more growth than I expected. But eventually, I had to step away. Medical concerns and family needed my attention, and honestly, I needed room to heal, clear my head, and find myself again outside of streaming. There were disappointments, heartbreaks, friendships that weren’t what I believed they were, and far too much energy spent carrying situations that were never mine to carry. Going forward, I’m choosing peace, stronger boundaries, and a community focused on gaming, laughter, respect, and genuine connection—not outside noise. So, welcome to "ooohcali" and the beginning of the OoohZone. 🦋New name. New colors. New branding. New rules. New outlook. Same heart—just wiser, stronger, and more intentional. Streaming may return around December 2026, with Once Human as the main game while I rebuild everything properly and create the kind of community I actually want to be part of. Azarrys had an incredible 28-year run, and I will always be proud of her. But now it’s time to step into the name—and the shoes—I was meant to walk in. Welcome to the OoohZone. 💜 #OnceHuman #OnceHumanCreator #TwitchStreamer #ContentCreator #StreamerComeback #OoohZone
@Matt_Pinner oh you got me on the upside down "67", but damn Im so tired of hearing this crap from my kids... I always respond with "89" and they get pissed at me... or another one but dont think this audience would appreciate that response.
I'm still alive! Quick update: knocking things off my bucket list and enjoying IRL over streaming. No regrets on my decision. I needed to spend more time touching earth and being with my kids. I hope you are well and hitting your goals!
2026 started with TWO sicknesses since Dec 16. Christmas week? Deleted from memory. Possibly never happened. Round 2 courtesy of my “worst half” (affectionate… but also criminal).
Anyway I’ve:
• played Once Human into the ground
• rested like it’s my job
• had real 1v1 time with the people who matter
• started a spring purge so May dumpsters don’t humble me
• spent more time with my kids (who are RUDELY turning into teenagers)
• squeezed in a few small vacations
January was… a lot.
What’s everyone else been doing?
I’ll never forget the ones who stuck around while I got life back on track. 💜 To those who left, it’s OK. I’ll still support you. I won’t lie, it stung. 😔 One day you’ll feel it too, and you’ll get it. Funny how stepping back from streaming makes you irrelevant to some. I still follow people who haven’t streamed in 5 years just hoping they come back. In real life, I’ve had friends for 30+ years, we don’t talk daily, but they don’t drop me. Just wild how online, people vanish like poof, no check-in, no “you good?”… just gone. 🤷♀️
#StreamerLife #ContentCreator #Community #Twitch #KickStreamers #SupportSmallStreamers #MentalHealthAwareness #RealTalk
Alright fam, heart on the sleeve time. I just want to wish every single one of you a happy holiday season, a beautiful close to 2025, and the best possible start to a brand-new year. Truly. You deserve good things. I also want to be real with you: I’ve decided to take at least a year off from streaming, graphics, and the whole creator grind. This is not a full retirement. It’s a pause. A breath. A “let me choose real life for a minute” moment. Some days I miss it like crazy. Other days? I’m honestly enjoying the stress-free schedule—gaming when I want, laughing with friends, being present with family, and not chasing timelines or algorithms. And that balance? I needed it more than I realized. I cannot put into words how much the love, support, and kindness you gave me over the last three years meant to me. You showed up. You believed. You cared. That stays with me forever. I’ll still be around. And I fully understand if people need to free up space on Discords, socials, or platforms to make room for those who are actively chasing their dreams right now. No hard feelings. No guilt. No distance in my heart. Please know this: my love and care for you does not change. Ever. And if I do decide to activate again someday, I will never forget the ones who never gave up on me. Life just… started lifing. And as I’m getting older, I’m realizing something real fast: family and kids need me just as much as I need them—and I only get to do this chapter once. Thank you for walking with me. Thank you for understanding. Thank you for loving me so big. Always. Azarrys
Uhhh… EXCUSE ME??? 👀
So y’all just casually drop “violent emotional psychological thriller in 1990’s Italy” like I wasn’t already one bad jump scare away from sleeping with the lights on?? And THEN you’re like, “Oh btw it connects to Martha is Dead and The Town of Light.”
BABE. I barely survived those the first time. My soul still has loading screens.
I clicked the news report and my spirit immediately backed out like, “Nope. We’re not doing this again.”
But did I watch it anyway?
Absolutely. I have zero self-preservation and vibes to maintain.
10/10 will probably scream, cry, and accuse every shadow in my house of being a demon.
Following @WhenSirensFall so I can emotionally spiral in real time. 👍😅
November is supposed to be about gratitude, right?
Funny how a month can feel heavy instead.
Grief isn’t always crying. Sometimes it’s missing the chaos, the versions of someone you only got in moments, and the love you spent years chasing in fragments.
I’m learning you can love someone unconditionally, even when the conditions were impossible.
This month hits different… but I’m still here, still growing, still choosing peace.
#Grief #MotherLoss #ComplicatedGrief #HealingJourney #HolidayFeels #SurvivorEnergy #MentalHealthAwareness #GenerationalTrauma #ChildhoodWounds #GrowthMindset #BreakingCycles #YouAreNotAlone