Unless sin is hated, Christ will not be loved. This explains why some feel greatly distant from God because sin dulls our appetites for the divine, and an unwillingness to confront the sins lurking deep in our lives is in essence an active rejection of God’s presence and grace.
I am asking you to be my final chapter. I am completely exhausted by the idea of having to rebuild from scratch with someone new, or trying to figure out how to understand another soul.
I want us to make the active choice to stay together, especially when life becomes messy. When cracks begin to appear, we shouldn't run away; we should work to repair them. When we feel lost, we shouldn't shut down; we should communicate openly until we find our way back.
I am not chasing some hollow, fairy-tale fantasy of "forever". I am choosing the real, grounded version of love the one that requires patience, unwavering loyalty, and showing up even when it is incredibly difficult.
I want a life that is built through genuine effort, not just one imagined in dreams. It is not going to be easy, but I know in my heart it will be entirely worth it. There is no one else for me. I want you in every possible timeline and every version of reality. It has always been you, and it will always be you.
Franz Kafka and Fyodor Dostoevsky stand among the greatest explorers of the human condition. Through themes of alienation, guilt, freedom, and existential struggle, their works reveal the hidden conflicts of the mind and soul. Though they wrote in different eras, both continue to challenge readers to confront the deepest questions of identity, suffering, and meaning.
I want us to make a promise that no matter how difficult or confusing life becomes, we will never be quick to give up on our relationship. I am not looking for a temporary romance with you; I want a deep love that grows, stays rooted, and survives the hardest times. I am so tired of starting over, trying to understand new people, and pretending it doesn't hurt when things end. What we have is completely different because you bring me true peace and deep comfort, and I want you by my side for the long haul. Whenever life gets heavy, let's promise to communicate openly. If we ever start to drift apart, let's focus on finding our way back to each other instead of just walking away. Ultimately, all I truly want is a love where we continuously choose each other, over and over again.
Maybe I am a little selfish when it comes to you.
I want your attention. I want your messages. I want those random little conversations that somehow make my whole mood better. I want to hear about your day, even when nothing interesting happened. I want to know what's on your mind, what you're thinking about, what made you smile, and what bothered you.
And maybe I want more of your time than I should sometimes, but it's only because being around you feels different. You have this way of making ordinary moments feel like something I'll want to remember.
I don't want perfection from you. I don't need some impossible version of love where everything is always easy. I just want something real. I want us to keep learning each other, laughing together, being honest when something hurts, and finding our way back to each other when life gets complicated.
So yes, maybe I'm selfish.
Because if I get to choose who I want beside me through all the random, beautiful, messy parts of life, I'm going to choose you.
Remember that whenever life gets tough, it will become beautiful again. This is how life works. Sometimes it gives you tears of pain, and sometimes tears of joy but always, life becomes beautiful again.