👑 𝕺𝖙𝖙𝖊𝖗𖤍𝕼𝖚𝖊𝖊𝖓 👑

Your favorite little otter here! Come on by and say hey! I've got tons of stuff we can do!~
NFSW/lewd/RP

[Tricky @OtterTricky]

"The thought of getting stuffed like a stocking.. ~"

[👑 𝕺𝖙𝖙𝖊𝖗𖤍𝕼𝖚𝖊𝖊𝖓 👑 @OtterlyTricky]

May all you furs have a happy holiday filled with good food and fantastic jokes ~ or filled with a nice white package, over an over an over til your dripping with happiness~

[👑 𝕺𝖙𝖙𝖊𝖗𖤍𝕼𝖚𝖊𝖊𝖓 👑 @OtterlyTricky]

It's been a day full of catching up on sleep and relaxing, Trick let's out a large yawn before sitting up and contemplating what to do next.

"Well, I could start carving those ideas.." She tapped her chin, her tail swiftly moving behind her while she looked at the wood outside.

[👑 𝕺𝖙𝖙𝖊𝖗𖤍𝕼𝖚𝖊𝖊𝖓 👑 @OtterlyTricky]

My mind of brewing with ideas I want to plan out, but when it's so many it's hard to get it all out in time without losing details 😭

[👑 𝕺𝖙𝖙𝖊𝖗𖤍𝕼𝖚𝖊𝖊𝖓 👑 @OtterlyTricky]

When all you want is to wake up and it's the beginning of April again...

When all you want is to blink and bring them back to life..knowing they deserve to be alive and not you

When all you want to do is scream and scream and scream for them...

[👑 𝕺𝖙𝖙𝖊𝖗𖤍𝕼𝖚𝖊𝖊𝖓 👑 @OtterlyTricky]

@Portaldrop Thank you Portal. I know it's been a long time since you wrote this but I want you to know how much I appreciate it and that it brings me a warm feeling in my heart thst you felt this. I appreciate you greatly and I am sending you hugs!!

[👑 𝕺𝖙𝖙𝖊𝖗𖤍𝕼𝖚𝖊𝖊𝖓 👑 @OtterlyTricky]

My pain brings me back here

I scroll, see the happy posts

But I scroll in hopes of seeing one account only

It'll never appear

It's gone forever

When the death of you reached my mind, the world stopped and the sky disappeared. My heart beats eagerly until we hug again James

[👑 𝕺𝖙𝖙𝖊𝖗𖤍𝕼𝖚𝖊𝖊𝖓 👑 @OtterlyTricky]

I wish this was all a dream...I'm fully convinced this is what everyone calls hell

We are walking in literal hell

Yes there is good around...but I can't stand the hate...it kills the best people..

We need to teach more love..

[👑 𝕺𝖙𝖙𝖊𝖗𖤍𝕼𝖚𝖊𝖊𝖓 👑 @OtterlyTricky]

One thing for certain is...that kid left this earth..and made sure I wouldn't do anything stupid...

My motorcycle tire suddenly went flat ..it was the same day...I got home from class and saw it flat...then got the news

Absolutely 0 doubt..made sure I wouldn't get on it

[👑 𝕺𝖙𝖙𝖊𝖗𖤍𝕼𝖚𝖊𝖊𝖓 👑 @OtterlyTricky]

If you or anyone you know is being bullied..speak up immediately

[👑 𝕺𝖙𝖙𝖊𝖗𖤍𝕼𝖚𝖊𝖊𝖓 👑 @OtterlyTricky]

The only thing I can do is try not to scream

As a bonus mom I feel wrong for crying because that child was not my own..but I got to know them..they spoke to me about things they didn't want to share to their parents..I blazed loud music for them as we drove to see their dad..

[👑 𝕺𝖙𝖙𝖊𝖗𖤍𝕼𝖚𝖊𝖊𝖓 👑 @OtterlyTricky]

I was referred to as a funky aunt instead of a mother figure because I was that fun parent to be around

it's gone

My lil shadow is gone, small hand holds.. this kid calming ME down from anxiety & public panic attacks....I feel I don't deserve to be breathing and they do..

[👑 𝕺𝖙𝖙𝖊𝖗𖤍𝕼𝖚𝖊𝖊𝖓 👑 @OtterlyTricky]

I'm in shock..

It doesn't feel real...I just want to wake up and ...

[👑 𝕺𝖙𝖙𝖊𝖗𖤍𝕼𝖚𝖊𝖊𝖓 👑 @OtterlyTricky]

I'm going to fuking vomit

She's gone

Why

...HIS LITTLE GIRL IS GONE...

[👑 𝕺𝖙𝖙𝖊𝖗𖤍𝕼𝖚𝖊𝖊𝖓 👑 @OtterlyTricky]

Okay now I can't focus.....my bf sent me a video of him crying ..on the way home...I don't know what's going on.. he said he'd explain when he gets home..

I'm terrified

[👑 𝕺𝖙𝖙𝖊𝖗𖤍𝕼𝖚𝖊𝖊𝖓 👑 @OtterlyTricky]

@ManeKnight Of course wolfy!~

[👑 𝕺𝖙𝖙𝖊𝖗𖤍𝕼𝖚𝖊𝖊𝖓 👑 @OtterlyTricky]

Oh a positive note

I haven't dropped below a 95 in my classes...

I haven't had grades above 70/80 in...several years..I can go as far back as graduation with that too..

Just know whatever you're going through..you will come out okay..I promise ..keep pushing

[👑 𝕺𝖙𝖙𝖊𝖗𖤍𝕼𝖚𝖊𝖊𝖓 👑 @OtterlyTricky]

@ManeKnight I have Google docs so I could share it

[👑 𝕺𝖙𝖙𝖊𝖗𖤍𝕼𝖚𝖊𝖊𝖓 👑 @OtterlyTricky]

I'm so stressed about this paper I have due in May

I'm honestly wondering if anyone would proof read my paper as I write it

Like..I have to do 12 pages..

[👑 𝕺𝖙𝖙𝖊𝖗𖤍𝕼𝖚𝖊𝖊𝖓 👑 @OtterlyTricky]

@Portaldrop That's really good, I'm so happy to hear. I've done similar! I really bounced into my true shell last year and I've been flying ever since. School still is on my back but I'm about done in about a year!

[👑 𝕺𝖙𝖙𝖊𝖗𖤍𝕼𝖚𝖊𝖊𝖓 👑 @OtterlyTricky]

@ManeKnight Even if it's hugs and words of encouragement! You've always helped me wolfy ~ and I'm always ready to help with huge hugs

[👑 𝕺𝖙𝖙𝖊𝖗𖤍𝕼𝖚𝖊𝖊𝖓 👑 @OtterlyTricky]

@Portaldrop Oh my goodness ♡ sweet bean ●3●
It has been ages! I'm so glad to hear from u ;3; I hope you've been well..as for me..woooof there's so much!!! I'd have to answer questions to be able to explain it correctly!

And thank you, I'm nervous for sure!
I'm so happy to see uuuuu