One of the hardest parts of losing a parent in your 30s is realizing ur toddler will never know the person who would have been the arms to pick them up and become one of their safest places in the world π
You grieve the past you had with them & the future your child won't π
Everytime you feel like you are a grown up, life happens again and shows you that you still need to grow up more. Adulting keeps happening and worst is when you lose a parent. That's the moment you realize whatever happened before was nothing compared to this. Value ur parents π