@selfproblematic @xahujjah I’m depressed now and when I’m sad I smoke heavy weed and about to try some shrooms soon. I messed up I loved her so much I still do. She’s toxic towards me now fuck man that was my first girlfriend and I was first time in love I was so happy. Now i get asked about smile by myfam
@selfproblematic @xahujjah I’ve been asking for 1 more chance she says she don’t believe I’ll change and I’m serious so serious this time. She don’t believe me because we broke up so many times and she came to because I said I was going to change so she has the reason to not believe me, but damn.
@selfproblematic @xahujjah we broke up and she came back because I told her I’d stop but I happen to ask her again it’s my scenarios in my head I messed up it’s been a month barley text and no more gtg otp. I was attached. We both was so happy then I started the down fall.
@selfproblematic @xahujjah Scenarios play in my head thinking my girl was ignoring me and She would say she’s busy and she is so honest with me but I kept asking her why she don’t text me back and shlt then that ruined our relationship. I kept asking her that even after I said I wasn’t