💫Angel 💫

✨ Diagnosed BPD, OCD, Bulimia

✨ 19 y/o

✨ EDtwt

[💫Angel 💫 @P4pyru]

I'm worried about her but my stupid mentally ill brain is so fucking jealous. I wanna forget to eat and become underweight. I hate feeling that way but every time I see her I just feel like a fat little piggy scarfing down food.

[💫Angel 💫 @P4pyru]

New diet regimen: eat only when my underweight sister eats and only eat the amount she does.
She literally ate like 3 strawberries, a bit of popcorn, and some musubi today. Abd she wonders why she's so tired all the time. :/
Maybe I'll be like that ED cat.

[💫Angel 💫 @P4pyru]

For context I am worried about my sister's health. Especially because she went from being a normal weight to underweight over the last year. She says she just forgets to eat. Could be her new meds, hopefully not something serious like an illness. 🥺 I'm worried about her.

[💫Angel 💫 @P4pyru]

@dolly_the_doe 🫂🫂 I've also been struggling with binging lately. I know we will get through this!!!

[💫Angel 💫 @P4pyru]

@queenfartkitty My brain had an aneurysm trying to read this before I realized you meant the "locked in factory" lol. 🫡🫡
Make sure to take care of yourself and stay safe.

[💫Angel 💫 @P4pyru]

@queenfartkitty You ok?

[💫Angel 💫 @P4pyru]

Todays 250 kcal breakfast/ lunch!

I also had a 110 kcal protein shake. 😅

[💫Angel 💫 @P4pyru]

This is embarrassing but I've seen so many stories of people losing weight using daily doses of psyllium husk and I'm literally sooo hopeful. I always binge when I keep to a low calorie deficit so I'm hoping this will keep me from binging. 🙏🙏 Will update in a month or two.

[💫Angel 💫 @P4pyru]

@butimnothungry Congratulations!!! This is an insanely impressive transformation, you should be so proud of yourself!!

[💫Angel 💫 @P4pyru]

@barelyYana Lost 20 lbs gained like 7 lbs back in the last month or two 🫠kms

[💫Angel 💫 @P4pyru]

@st4rsickk Congratulations!!!! You worked so hard for it! ✨✨✨

[💫Angel 💫 @P4pyru]

My 200 calorie snack bag featuring goldfish and brownie 🫣 I'm substituting the rest of my meals with my new protein shake mix and some psyllium husk (which will hopefully suppress my appetite)

[💫Angel 💫 @P4pyru]

I love my sister to death but she triggers me so hard. She's literally underweight and didn't even realize it until she weighed herself front of me and my mom. I need to lock in so bad it's not even funny.

[💫Angel 💫 @P4pyru]

Lowkey desperate so I just bought protein shake and fiber supplements 🫣🫣🫣😭😭
Hoping this workssss

[💫Angel 💫 @P4pyru]

@st4rsickk Waaa!!! Good luck!!! So proud of you this is amazing!

[💫Angel 💫 @P4pyru]

@gloomybear_asf @starxmae It's a shame, I hope mae is ok :(

[💫Angel 💫 @P4pyru]

@gloomybear_asf @starxmae They just messaged me too. Idk how anyone would believe that the tech support person for X needs to be contacted via discord????

[💫Angel 💫 @P4pyru]

It's actually so embarrassing being so fat and ugly. Like wdym I have friends? No one should like or love me.

[💫Angel 💫 @P4pyru]

I miss long fasts 😞 I always find fasting sooo much easier than restricting. I need to go back to counting every single micro calorie because "intuitive eating" is clearly not making me lose weight fast enough.

[💫Angel 💫 @P4pyru]

@dolly_the_doe Omg!!! Congratulations!!! ✨✨✨