ngl my mind is so messed up rn, some days I wake up happy, some days I wake up sad, some days I wanna go out, some days I just wanna be in my room alone, some night I sleep successfully, most nights I stay up trapped in my thoughts. Im exhausted.
I recently learned about passive suicidal thoughts, when someone doesn't necessarily want to end their life, but feels so emotionally or mentally exhausted that they wish they could just go to sleep and not wake up, or disappear without having to make anything happen.
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