𝙷𝚘𝚞𝚜𝚎 𝚘𝚏 𝙺𝚒𝚛𝚛𝚊𝚖𝚊𝚗

” 𝘐’𝘮 𝘢 𝘮𝘪𝘴𝘧𝘪𝘵, 𝘵𝘰𝘰. . 𝘐 𝘴𝘶𝘱𝘱𝘰𝘴𝘦. „ ( 🐴/🍼/🐾 - dni )

[𝙷𝚘𝚞𝚜𝚎 𝚘𝚏 𝙺𝚒𝚛𝚛𝚊𝚖𝚊𝚗 @PILTSHOT]

𝓒𝓐𝓘𝓣𝓛𝓨𝓝 𝓚𝓘𝓡𝓡𝓐𝓜𝓐𝓝
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𝐻𝒶𝓁𝒻 𝑜𝒻 “𝒫𝒾𝓁𝓉𝑜𝓋𝑒𝓇’𝓈 𝐹𝒾𝓃𝑒𝓈𝓉”

[𝙷𝚘𝚞𝚜𝚎 𝚘𝚏 𝙺𝚒𝚛𝚛𝚊𝚖𝚊𝚗 @PILTSHOT]

„ 𝘼𝙙𝙙𝙧𝙚𝙨𝙨 𝙢𝙚 𝙬𝙞𝙩𝙝 R̷E̷S̷P̷E̷C̷T̷ 𝙤𝙧 𝙠𝙚𝙚𝙥 𝙮𝙤𝙪𝙧 𝙢𝙤𝙪𝙩𝙝 𝙨𝙝𝙪𝙩. “

[𝙷𝚘𝚞𝚜𝚎 𝚘𝚏 𝙺𝚒𝚛𝚛𝚊𝚖𝚊𝚗 @PILTSHOT]

// been about 3 months since i last got on here, might flip….. 😔

[𝙷𝚘𝚞𝚜𝚎 𝚘𝚏 𝙺𝚒𝚛𝚛𝚊𝚖𝚊𝚗 @PILTSHOT]

missed her own birthday again. darn.

[𝙷𝚘𝚞𝚜𝚎 𝚘𝚏 𝙺𝚒𝚛𝚛𝚊𝚖𝚊𝚗 @PILTSHOT]

( looks left.)
( looks right. )

… ⁱⁿᵉᵉᵈᵗᵒᵍᵉᵗˡᵃⁱᵈ.

[𝙷𝚘𝚞𝚜𝚎 𝚘𝚏 𝙺𝚒𝚛𝚛𝚊𝚖𝚊𝚗 @PILTSHOT]

// muse for Cait is at an all time low and every time I get on here it feels like im not doing anything productive

what do :(

[𝙷𝚘𝚞𝚜𝚎 𝚘𝚏 𝙺𝚒𝚛𝚛𝚊𝚖𝚊𝚗 @PILTSHOT]

( looks left.)
( looks right. )

… ⁱⁿᵉᵉᵈᵗᵒᵍᵉᵗˡᵃⁱᵈ.

[𝙷𝚘𝚞𝚜𝚎 𝚘𝚏 𝙺𝚒𝚛𝚛𝚊𝚖𝚊𝚗 @PILTSHOT]

Severely regretting spending the holidays with violet.

don’t think I’ve been fully sober in about 2 weeks.

[𝙷𝚘𝚞𝚜𝚎 𝚘𝚏 𝙺𝚒𝚛𝚛𝚊𝚖𝚊𝚗 @PILTSHOT]

// hough okay the holidays are basically over, gonna try to get back to stuff here soon!

[𝙷𝚘𝚞𝚜𝚎 𝚘𝚏 𝙺𝚒𝚛𝚛𝚊𝚖𝚊𝚗 @PILTSHOT]

and you’re going to do that how, exactly?

[𝙷𝚘𝚞𝚜𝚎 𝚘𝚏 𝙺𝚒𝚛𝚛𝚊𝚖𝚊𝚗 @PILTSHOT]

not up for you to decide, unfortunately.

[𝙷𝚘𝚞𝚜𝚎 𝚘𝚏 𝙺𝚒𝚛𝚛𝚊𝚖𝚊𝚗 @PILTSHOT]

this isn’t an exclusive case. i put myself at risk for tons of people. just depends on if and when i deem it necessary.

[𝙷𝚘𝚞𝚜𝚎 𝚘𝚏 𝙺𝚒𝚛𝚛𝚊𝚖𝚊𝚗 @PILTSHOT]

getting a restraining order on that little ginger twink.

[𝙷𝚘𝚞𝚜𝚎 𝚘𝚏 𝙺𝚒𝚛𝚛𝚊𝚖𝚊𝚗 @PILTSHOT]

i take care of myself just fine, thank you very much.

[𝙷𝚘𝚞𝚜𝚎 𝚘𝚏 𝙺𝚒𝚛𝚛𝚊𝚖𝚊𝚗 @PILTSHOT]

you’re certainly tough competition, but i wouldn’t be surprised at this point…

[𝙷𝚘𝚞𝚜𝚎 𝚘𝚏 𝙺𝚒𝚛𝚛𝚊𝚖𝚊𝚗 @PILTSHOT]

i can live with that. my entire— purpose is to serve the people, and die for them.
if i get to enjoy the company that deals it out, all the better…

[𝙷𝚘𝚞𝚜𝚎 𝚘𝚏 𝙺𝚒𝚛𝚛𝚊𝚖𝚊𝚗 @PILTSHOT]

hating eachother has gotten neither of us anywhere.
only thing it’s done is put more people into the ground. i can’t .. do that anymore.

[𝙷𝚘𝚞𝚜𝚎 𝚘𝚏 𝙺𝚒𝚛𝚛𝚊𝚖𝚊𝚗 @PILTSHOT]

please never ask me to cook for you i will kill us all.

[𝙷𝚘𝚞𝚜𝚎 𝚘𝚏 𝙺𝚒𝚛𝚛𝚊𝚖𝚊𝚗 @PILTSHOT]

…. i get it. i really do.
but i just— i know, i can make things different. and you deserve that. you deserve people who won’t.. vanish.

[𝙷𝚘𝚞𝚜𝚎 𝚘𝚏 𝙺𝚒𝚛𝚛𝚊𝚖𝚊𝚗 @PILTSHOT]

… i think i can handle myself to a better degree than sevika could.

the entire point of this is to show you that you can— be around people, and not worry about how or when they’re going to combust.

[𝙷𝚘𝚞𝚜𝚎 𝚘𝚏 𝙺𝚒𝚛𝚛𝚊𝚖𝚊𝚗 @PILTSHOT]

i’m not an idiot, jinx.

i know you don’t— ‘do’ attachment. doesn’t mean we can’t try and just be.. friendly with eachother- even abit.

[𝙷𝚘𝚞𝚜𝚎 𝚘𝚏 𝙺𝚒𝚛𝚛𝚊𝚖𝚊𝚗 @PILTSHOT]

— well, unless you have a better idea, i’ll just go grab the rifle and we can go back to the usual ‘trying to murder eachother’ bit.

i am /tired./ i want us on good terms with eachother.