This is incredibly hard to write, but last week, Illy passed away. She brought so much warmth and kindness into my life, even when she was ill.
Thank you for showing her love over the years, you gave her so much purpose and joy. Things won't feel the same without her.
Summarized it, kept biases out until the personal feeling section at the end for anyone too lazy to read.
Sinders Document Major Takeaways
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Redacted is confirmed to be manager and significant other
Sinder Claims that Redacted Warped her PoV to be much more sharklike/business minded
Gives an attempt at an apology and takes SOME accountability
(pure speculation, seems like she's trying to throw red under the bus and feign ignorance)
Sinder Claims she was ignorant to the full extent of red's manipulation on nano
Sinder Claims that they were responsible for only cancelling 1 vtubers works pre-meditated
*note* there has been 0 dm's or screenshots included in the entire document
Sinder says she had now even less of an idea of what red was communicating even though there were screenshots of her admitting that she did
Admits she was jealous and upset with bao over the editor debacle.
Sinder Claims the "its just business" screenshot was horribly misinterpreted and that she meant that nano was free to do whatever she wanted.
Sinder Claims that the name Sinder was a mix of Sin + Cinder thought of by red not an attempt to copy or sound like "silver" though im not sure who asked
Admits that she has a grudge towards silvervale after the constant comparisons made by the community
Apologized to silver for treating her so harshly and trying to ruin her business ordeals with Nano. Says that silver didn't deserve that at all.
Claims that the outfit similarities with spite are merely just a coincidence, claims that she had all of those outfit ideas before spite (no proof of screenshots shown at all)
Says that Spite doesn't deserve the hate she gets for merely looking like Sinder
Sinder admits fully to being a cheater, betraying her boyfriends trust with Rayne.
Sinder claims these misactions were due to being young and having no friends.
Seems that Red was the boyfriend that got cheated on, yet no direct confirmation
Apologizes to peaches for forgetting about them (claims they got busy with content creation)
Sinder wrote a personal apology to every person involved. (nano, bao, sac, cotton, lily, silver, spite, peaches, rayne and her community)
THAT WAS THE END OF THE DOCUMENT.
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My personal thoughts if you care:
This document was a horrible attempt at an apology, very little to 0 true accountability taken. This was a horrible attempt at throwing her boyfriend under the bus for their BOTH SHARED issues they've caused, which I predicted would be the direction of this document.
This whole ordeal makes me quite sad knowing how many people felt hurt by this, and I don't believe anyone is going to approve or enjoy reading this whatsoever.
Sad.
The absolute audacity to sit here & continue to manipulate & gaslight is absolute insanity.
The pain & mental torment you've caused to the ones closest & most supportive of you has been devastating & I have never been so heart broken & hurt so badly for my friends... You are the fakest person I've ever had the displeasure of supporting! Reading (& hearing) of how you've really viewed me behind my back, not just through screenshots of your Man but also your very OWN messages while having to sit here & read through these bullshit lies you spin makes me want to vomit.
To claim that you didn't know a SINGLE THING & had zero awareness of what your Man was up to when everyone who's shared even a single moment with you knows that you basically operate as the same person, sharing every waking moment while loving to jump at the slightest opportunity to turn into your most slanderous self as soon as the opportunity was given, even when talking about your friends is sickening.
I have experienced your own actions without Red, in a situation where in your own screenshotted words, you express a "pressure to live up to what Lily is", and proceeded to throw one of your most loyal & supportive friends under the bus after months of continuous planning just because you consistently chose business over friends, never feeling bad for failing them.
Just to earn the bag & compete with me over a VCard collab that YOU rescheduled to be on the exact date your friend needed you to keep an important promise. You actively lied about it to them, instead blaming ME for a collab YOU rescheduled, adding me to the pool of excuses to save your ass, when you realized you were being a bad friend. Why blame me for choosing to miss an obligation YOU agreed to. On one of the most important days in that friends career?
Everything you do is out of competition through your constant need to one-up the people who are the sole reason you even have these opportunities & platforms to earn from to begin with. You're welcome btw...
You claim that "it's just business" well, in the business world, there has to be accountability & all you've done is try to shove it away & admit to nothing. In true narcissistic fashion you're only feeling sorry about yourself & your own consequences & your career & try to salvage it.
I'm sorry for everyone who looked up to you as an inspiration and I'm especially sorry for your fans.
Pyro Pups deserve better..
@BridgetteWest@BridgetteWest I've been watching you ever since AGP passed, watching you guys grow up and the love you two have always lights my heart. Please don't get a divorce because you two need each other now more than ever and so does your beautiful kids, love you guys #GreenFamily ❤️
I'm officially shunning my OBS mic filters, I'm too loud & too fluff brained to figure it out, I shan't be silenced silly filter!!
LOOK AT ME, IM TOO CUTE FOR THIS!!
⏬️ - model by @/Wickerfeast
#Vtuber#ENVtuber#furry