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no. 1 shrimp enjoyer ✦ edtwt ✦ mdni pls ✦ ugw: 130

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my roman empire:
l33 kn0w circa 2023

th!nspo/f!tspo 🧵

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financial situation is changing drastically sooo guess i’ll be forced to stop eating out and buying less groceries lol

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something about an ed in the second half of the year

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my ex (we’re still good friends) lost 30lbs and all i’ve done is gain like 10-15 AHAHAHAHA I NEED TO DIE OH MY GOD

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a lot of them were more toned rather than just straight up SKINNY and i lean more towards wanting to look like that a lot of the time lol

also some of these depended on their outfits - charl! wore a lot of big flowy tops but her face/legs were making me insane

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went to a music festival all weekend and here’s my tier list of artists i saw live who triggered me the most:

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chat i saw ar!ana last night…i spent the first half of the show crying cause my brain was being mean :/

BUT it was so fun and her voice is INSANE life like holy fuck

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she knows about my history and has her own and i so so so desperately want to get bad again

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my bestie has been staying with me between apts and it’s going completely fine BUT i can’t even attempt to do anything disordered because she waits to eat dinner until i get home so we can eat/cook together (very sweet) and if i work out i feel like she’ll look at me weird 🫥

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dawg i fucking hate being around drunk people when i’m stone cold sober like why am i your babysitter and also have to listen to you repeat yourself 15 times🧍

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i was looking through my camera roll and i was so much more toned in like jan/feb wtf happened why did i stop going to the gym and tracking🧍even if the scale number isn’t that different i look disgusting now compared to a few months ago ahahaha

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i need to start romanticizing being disordered again 🫥

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new hire at work and she’s fucking tiny ahahahaha

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coffee - 165
sandwich - 460
apple - 72
apricot - 29
konjac jelly - 5

total: 731

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doing a breakfast omad cause i woke up weighing less than i did before i ended my long fast and wanted a dunkin ice coffee lol

then i’ll fast until dinner tmr 🙂‍↕️

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ended at 46.5 hours and my friend gave me a gluten free brownie from their bakery :)

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currently 30/46 hours into my fast and i just know work is gonna kick my ass tmr

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currently 30/46 hours into my fast and i just know work is gonna kick my ass tmr

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everything is bad. i relapsed i. like every way possible. no one loves me. i’m gonna be alone forever while everyone around me is in love and/or has kids/familed and i just that’s my cats like what’s wrong with me??? why doesn’t anyone want to love me???

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lost almost 2.5lbs from basketball today lmaooo

slowly getting back down after the damage i did in may 🥲

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obsessed with my lock in meal of the week that’s only like 450 cals max 😛