I can’t stop crying I cry so much it’s been a week but I’m just nonstop crying and my self hatred is increasing I just don’t want to live like this anymore please I’m at my end
I’m sorry I’m sorry I can’t bear it I hate myself so much I hate so much. I’m sorry miserable I’m fucked in the brain I can’t function and I make everyone around me miserable
I hate myself so much why am I like this why is my brain fucked up why do u hurt ppl I love why can’t I connect with my father I love him so deeply but all the things he has done in the past makes me feel dizzy, guilty. He feels guilty and I’m such a bad daughter
my what if I don’t have goals? Nothing to
Hold on anymore. Tried of trying to find that purpose so I can live. I don’t know what my purpose of being here is. All my friends are busy with life while I’m stuck between death and life.
do we really call life “life” when someone is trying to reach their goal? Is this was life is about? Work. Travel. Married. Family. Love. Is this was we call life? That we live in that moment?
do we really call life “life” when someone is trying to reach their goal? Is this was life is about? Work. Travel. Married. Family. Love. Is this was we call life? That we live in that moment?
I put no efforts in my relationships I put no effort in anything. So it’s not a surprise that ppl care less and less but it’s still hurts. I hate everything about me I need to disappear