E-cat

My religious beliefs could be described as ''Pan-European Satano-Pagan Anti-Buddhism''. I love beauty. I hate most everything else.

[E-cat @PaleDaemoniac]

@cynonSDK Summer typically makes me grouchy, actually. The heat. The sun. And it's too noisy. There's too many people out in the summer. And it's too bright.

[E-cat @PaleDaemoniac]

I just felt a wave of spontaneous joy for no reason again. That's good. Happy is good.
Sometimes this happens.
Sometimes it's a wave of anger, sadness, or dread instead. And there's rarely any noticeable trigger for it.
I'm beginning to think there's something wrong with me.

[E-cat @PaleDaemoniac]

>beginning to think
Alright, that part's a lie. I've known there's something wrong with me for long time now, actually.

[E-cat @PaleDaemoniac]

The effort I have to put in to keep myself from going feral and trying rip out thrоаts with my teeth is beyond immense.

[E-cat @PaleDaemoniac]

A van full of nіggеr mіgrаnts, babbling in some foreign tongue just came through, AND there's a group of the most annoying mеth-hеаds ever conceived doing a drսg deal in the parking lot at the same time. I hate night shift.

[E-cat @PaleDaemoniac]

@gothickagura I believe in magnification of self and distancing your own spirit from the divine source in order to Become Who You Are, rather than desiring to become nothing more part of a whole.
Essentially, I'm a radical individualist in the spiritual sense.

[E-cat @PaleDaemoniac]

I think part of my problem is that I'm too volatile. I'll take a stance on something, but then I'll change my mind on it a day or two later. It makes it hard for me to state my opinions definitively.
I think I'm like this with all but my most passionate beliefs.

[E-cat @PaleDaemoniac]

@gothickagura I don't have any against Buddhists personally. I meant that my ideals are basically the opposite of Buddhism.
Buddhism is all about ego-death and detachment from self and the world in order to reunite with divinity (essentially cessation of existence). I want the opposite.

[E-cat @PaleDaemoniac]

I need to just shut up and do my job for now. I work a 9-5 and I've been here posting all day. I'm supposed to be wage-slаving right now.

[E-cat @PaleDaemoniac]

Maybe I just think too much. I develop too much nuance to my opinions to summarize them well, and then it just seems like I'm more inconsistent than I am.

Either way, I definitely think too much.

[E-cat @PaleDaemoniac]

Really, the gist is this:
While I stand behind everything I've said, there're other things that I also stand behind that I've left unsaid. I want to make sure I say those things as well from now on. That's all.

[E-cat @PaleDaemoniac]

I doubt much will change. But from now on, if there's something I want to post but think one of you might argue with, I'm not going to let that stop me. It should never have stopped me to begin with. That was the whole point of me being here in the first place.

[E-cat @PaleDaemoniac]

I doubt much will change. But from now on, if there's something I want to post but think one of you might argue with, I'm not going to let that stop me. It should never have stopped me to begin with. That was the whole point of me being here in the first place.

[E-cat @PaleDaemoniac]

Yesterday, I was assuming that the old accоսnt would be my last.
I was planning to spend a couple of days getting a bunch of stuff off my chest.
Then I was immediately sսs'd.
But then, I was able to just...make a new one. With no issue.
So the truth party's canceled, I suppose.

[E-cat @PaleDaemoniac]

That said, I still want to be more honest going forward. This used to be the place where I could be myself, without worrying about what anyone thought of me. But over time, I started only saying the things I thought my mutuals would want to hear from me.
So I want to fix that.

[E-cat @PaleDaemoniac]

Look, I'd personally treat my slаvеs pretty well if I had any. I'm very good to my possessions. I'm sure I'd give them lots of love and attention.
So, if they already value security more than freedom, then that's a pretty good deal for them, I'd say. It's what's best for them.

[E-cat @PaleDaemoniac]

My love of freedom is perhaps my most American value. And I agree with the Ben Franklin on this point. Those sorts of cаttlе who value their own freedom at so little deserve neither liberty nor security. They ought to be еnslаvеd or cսlled by their betters.

[E-cat @PaleDaemoniac]

My love of freedom is perhaps my most American value. And I agree with the Ben Franklin on this point. Those sorts of cаttlе who value their own freedom at so little deserve neither liberty nor security. They ought to be еnslаvеd or cսlled by their betters.

[E-cat @PaleDaemoniac]

The reason I hate the current state of the world is very simple: the world as a whole has given up liberty in order to purchase safety. Worse still, they've given up liberty to purchase 𝘷𝘪𝘳𝘵𝘶𝘦, which is even more worthless.

[E-cat @PaleDaemoniac]

Really, I should be running the country. I'm full of solutions. A big problem solver.

[E-cat @PaleDaemoniac]

After much deliberation, I've thought up a solution to the housing crisis.

Kіll pеоple.

[E-cat @PaleDaemoniac]

Incidentally, I also thought of a way to solve the rising cost of living.