I grew up with the mentality of always having your own and always adding to people whenever you’re around.
All through the time I was down broke, nobody ever invited me out and I’ll go. If you see me outside, just know I have some money on me. Always hated disrespect, and can’t afford to mistakenly break a bottle in club, but I can’t talk just because I can’t pay for anything.
When I go out with my guys even when they’re willing to pay, my question is always how much is the bill? Let me pay part.
Hate being seen as a burden, you can’t see me outside when I’m broke. I’d rather stay indoor and grind or think of a way out.
Maybe it’s just me. But this is how I’m built.