Emil Sinclair

When I grip that weapon, I no longer know if my hands are shaking from fear or rage.

[Emil Sinclair @PanickedSin]

No matter what comes tomorrow... so long as I can stand I think I can handle it.

🐣Limbus Company/PM RP

[Emil Sinclair @PanickedSin]

Thank you. Then in case of emergency I leave the morning in your capable hands!

[𝙁𝙖𝙪𝙨𝙩 @LCB_Sinner_02]

[Hardly sleeps.]

I can do that, yes.

[Emil Sinclair @PanickedSin]

(Someone that's slept through the bus being tossed around by Charon dozens of times)

. . . Would it be too much to ask you to make sure I'm awake?

[𝙁𝙖𝙪𝙨𝙩 @LCB_Sinner_02]

A smart decision, especially if you are a heavy sleeper.

[Emil Sinclair @PanickedSin]

(This is what happens when the little blonde twink gets bullied too much. This is the price of sin)

Okay... thank you for letting me off easy today. I'll do better tomorrow I hope...

[𝕮𝐎𝐌𝐏𝐀𝐒𝐒 . @isolatecompass]

uh ,

[ wow she just watched him corrode within two seconds she feels a Little bad now ]

since class hasn’t officially started we can write it off ? we all have bad days , sinclair

[Emil Sinclair @PanickedSin]

Right! In that case I should make sure to set ten different alarms.

[𝙁𝙖𝙪𝙨𝙩 @LCB_Sinner_02]

That is a good start, yes. Classes will be bright and early tomorrow.

[Emil Sinclair @PanickedSin]

@violetpxtch Got it!! I'll be sure not to get too careless out there.

[Emil Sinclair @PanickedSin]

(THERE'S SO MANY TEARS IN HIS EYES)

A-Alright. I'll try and collect myself to attend class tomorrow then, but I'm still not sure what I can try and imagine before that so I'll just... make sure I won't be late.

[𝙁𝙖𝙪𝙨𝙩 @LCB_Sinner_02]

Mankind would have never evolved were they to work alone. It is important she work with those from different walks of life that are not her own, both from our (the teacher's) perspective and yours as her classmate. You will be fine, have more confidence in yourself, Sinclair.

[Emil Sinclair @PanickedSin]

@violetpxtch No, I think this was a fun topic to go back and forth on.

(TEARS IN HIS EYES)

You will??? You can't go back on it now that you've promised that..!

[Emil Sinclair @PanickedSin]

I...!!!

(Internal trauma reaction and flashbacks. Corrode corrode corrode corrode corrode. Panicked! Staggered!)

I'm sorry.

[𝕮𝐎𝐌𝐏𝐀𝐒𝐒 . @isolatecompass]

yeah honestly i can’t believe it either . i always thought you were the well-behaved type didn’t think you were a troublemaker .

[Emil Sinclair @PanickedSin]

But she'd definitely get a lot more done if she didn't have to pull me around too, you know? Why make someone as important as her drag me around when I'm just dead weight in any sort of scenario like this.

[𝙁𝙖𝙪𝙨𝙩 @LCB_Sinner_02]

It would be a waste to pass up the opportunity to learn something new. So you will learn as well.

Besides she requires a classmate and you are most suited for it.

[Emil Sinclair @PanickedSin]

Do you really intend to smile that much more often? It's going to be a lot to try and understand, but I don't think the change would be bad at all...

[𝐅ᴀᴜsᴛ. @secxndsins]

Hm , an expression associated with a traumatic memory ? perhaps I'll need to better associate it with one invoking feelings of joy and other such things .

[Emil Sinclair @PanickedSin]

I'm getting detention when school hasn't even started???????????

[𝕮𝐎𝐌𝐏𝐀𝐒𝐒 . @isolatecompass]

[ thousand yard stare with the most deep and disappointed sigh . she may have even lost 20 sanity from that ]

it’s. Fine . we can go over the information in class . you’ll just have to stay longer than everyone else , emil .

[Emil Sinclair @PanickedSin]

I've been breathing into the bag for the last fifteen minutes and it hasn't stopped. The main focus of this schooling is for Xichun, right? My panic is going to drag the class down and make things harder for her which will delay us more which will hurt her and and and and and

[𝙁𝙖𝙪𝙨𝙩 @LCB_Sinner_02]

Not a valid excuse. Take deep breaths. In for five, out for five.

Stress is a part of life and also you have been through worse during your employment at Limbus Company.

[Emil Sinclair @PanickedSin]

@violetpxtch I think because it's something that Mario has to hold onto. Luigi has his own spin off game focusing just him, but the original name is one of the only things still giving any sort of limelight to Mario, you know? Wouldn't it be cruel to rob that of him?

[Emil Sinclair @PanickedSin]

The stress is debilitating and I've hyperventilated six times?

[𝙁𝙖𝙪𝙨𝙩 @LCB_Sinner_02]

Do you have a valid excuse?

[Emil Sinclair @PanickedSin]

No! Not at all! It's a nice smile!! I'm just used to you looking sullen or indifferent so I got really confused. The last time you smiled was in the warp train and you were handling those intestines and that was scary.

[𝐅ᴀᴜsᴛ. @secxndsins]

Hm , is it unsettling to you ? Faust will be sure to make a note of such in order to avoid future discomfort .

[Emil Sinclair @PanickedSin]

. . . My... bus at the pamphlet. Charon took it to wipe off some of the blood and tossed it into the engine.

[𝕮𝐎𝐌𝐏𝐀𝐒𝐒 . @isolatecompass]

it came free with my existence forms . did you not read the assigned reading pamphlets i gave out ?

[Emil Sinclair @PanickedSin]

That's... a lot to think about. I don't know where to start with that. I don't know what could be inside these books. Why am I going back to school I didn't like school. Can I be excused?

[𝙁𝙖𝙪𝙨𝙩 @LCB_Sinner_02]

Sit in your room. Think of new knowledge. Think of books, of the knowledge contained within, of the knowledge your teachers will hold and gift unto you. Focus on it.

[Emil Sinclair @PanickedSin]

I think I need to corrode I can't handle this.

[Emil Sinclair @PanickedSin]

No???? No!!! I was just caught off guard because you don't do it a lot!!

[𝐅ᴀᴜsᴛ. @secxndsins]

Is there a problem with expressing emotion , Emil ?