@AngelBBYr0se Im not trying to sour any mood and I can be respectful just fine, just feels a lot like I'm the only one feeling the way I do and not a lot of people seem to care, or at least that's the impression I've been given and this response only supports that feeling.
had a dream last night i was at a "hyperbole convention" and someone asked how many people were in attendance and this dude said "like a bajillion" and everyone started clapping
@EllionSyn Yeah, it's one of those things where I'm going to have to consciously put myself out there and try to reform these relationships I've lost without also feeling like I'm bothering people with my presence. Tbh for a long time I've felt like people only tolerate me being around