⋆ ☆Blue☆⋆

cool guy who's awesome ☆ unhealthy but hot asf ☆ he/him ☆ mexican-american ☆ 19 y/o

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[⋆ ☆Blue☆⋆ @ParanormalBluez]

Holy shit

[⋆ ☆Blue☆⋆ @ParanormalBluez]

I genuinely can't imagine myself dating someone who isn't an enabler atp. I dont want to get better and if my partner ain't on board I ain't on my partner

[⋆ ☆Blue☆⋆ @ParanormalBluez]

Wonderful things happening at work today

[⋆ ☆Blue☆⋆ @ParanormalBluez]

I need to be dead so badly

[⋆ ☆Blue☆⋆ @ParanormalBluez]

Who wanna see me blow my brains out

[⋆ ☆Blue☆⋆ @ParanormalBluez]

Stragjt up cutting it. And by it I mean. My thigs

[⋆ ☆Blue☆⋆ @ParanormalBluez]

Ohhhhh baby I am so back 🤤🤤🤤

[⋆ ☆Blue☆⋆ @ParanormalBluez]

Every single time I mention I'm in a calorie deficit people say, "Oh Benji. You look great!"
With my baggy ass clothes you can't see my fat fucking thighs or my stomach. I dont look great. It's not like I'm fucking starving all the time any more I just eat less. Shut the fuck up

[⋆ ☆Blue☆⋆ @ParanormalBluez]

NEW BLADE GETS HERE TMRW!!!! YAYAYYAY

[⋆ ☆Blue☆⋆ @ParanormalBluez]

I dont have any irl's anymore but genuinely I am not gonna let myself be a pathetic little puppy who sits down and takes it. I was wrong with how I acted but it wasnt just me. They messed up too.

[⋆ ☆Blue☆⋆ @ParanormalBluez]

I wont kill myself, probably. I'll want to and I'll get close but I'm a coward. I'm a coward with my emotions and a coward with talking about my anger rationally. I won't kill myself I think

[⋆ ☆Blue☆⋆ @ParanormalBluez]

I havent been this depressed since December I forgot what its like

[⋆ ☆Blue☆⋆ @ParanormalBluez]

Im too dependent on others. I have no one who dependson me. No one in my life needs me the way I need them. Even if I get back on my medication it won't fix who I am. I was given too many chances

[⋆ ☆Blue☆⋆ @ParanormalBluez]

New blade soon I'm so excited it's cinnamoroll

[⋆ ☆Blue☆⋆ @ParanormalBluez]

Medicated tomorrow I'm going to attempt if not stay tuned

[⋆ ☆Blue☆⋆ @ParanormalBluez]

If god loves me I'll be medicated soon

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This is genuinely how some people react to abortion

[⋆ ☆Blue☆⋆ @ParanormalBluez]

@faintlacy Apple

[⋆ ☆Blue☆⋆ @ParanormalBluez]

I hate being bipolar i need to fucking kill myself

[⋆ ☆Blue☆⋆ @ParanormalBluez]

I need to cut myself as soon as possible this day has been so bad what's the fucking point anymore