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23 | she/her | HSW | ugw: Not where I'm at
IFB | diary of a dreamer

[𝕱𝖆𝖓𝖌𝖘🎀 @PastelFangss]

@ricemarie09 I'm trying to treat it as a metab day, I know why I binged so hopefully I can learn ways to cope in the future that isn't food 💔 I do my weigh in tomorrow for my weekly goals I'm so afraid to look at the scale

[𝕱𝖆𝖓𝖌𝖘🎀 @PastelFangss]

I actually sat down and adjusted my cals on the stuff I finished not what was prepped and I'm under 2k which is what I need to lose weight at .5lbs a week. It would have been worse had I gone to McDonald's iibh so I'm trying not to freak out

[𝕱𝖆𝖓𝖌𝖘🎀 @PastelFangss]

Ddnt go to McDonald's!!! Did so much worse!!!! Broke a fast 10hrs into it and ate another 1.4k cals on top of my already almost 1k I'm literally gonna gain so hard tomorrow

[𝕱𝖆𝖓𝖌𝖘🎀 @PastelFangss]

Ddnt go to McDonald's!!! Did so much worse!!!! Broke a fast 10hrs into it and ate another 1.4k cals on top of my already almost 1k I'm literally gonna gain so hard tomorrow

[𝕱𝖆𝖓𝖌𝖘🎀 @PastelFangss]

@PwuppStarr Omg it didn't send this in notice 💔 it's Wondr note!!! I pay for premium

[𝕱𝖆𝖓𝖌𝖘🎀 @PastelFangss]

🎀Todays update🎀
Sw: 262.0|Ew: 251.6
Steps: 16k
Total cals: 765!!
Fasted for: 14hrs
Started a new fast?: yes, liquid fast till Sunday

Overall content with today :)

[𝕱𝖆𝖓𝖌𝖘🎀 @PastelFangss]

Guys I'm craving sammies from McDonald's someone hit me upside the head so I pass out

[𝕱𝖆𝖓𝖌𝖘🎀 @PastelFangss]

Like I can RUN, I feel like I can go on a hike finally and not die!! I don't feel like rubish all the time!!

[𝕱𝖆𝖓𝖌𝖘🎀 @PastelFangss]

No one talks about how freeing it is to go from a sedentary lifestyle to an active one, before my relapse I couldn't walk more then 5k steps a day and would eat like 4-6k cals and now that I'm up moving and watching what I eat I feel so FREE

[𝕱𝖆𝖓𝖌𝖘🎀 @PastelFangss]

@chubspingo NO SAME like why does it feel like enjoying cals in my body is a sin I have to immediately do something to counteract them

[𝕱𝖆𝖓𝖌𝖘🎀 @PastelFangss]

@ricemarie09 Not really! I got 10k steps before I went in from gym time (90min walk) and then I just paced when I could. I do have to help a lot bc I'm a personal shopper and manager but on slow days I get like 2k max if I don't pace

[𝕱𝖆𝖓𝖌𝖘🎀 @PastelFangss]

Done with work, here's my total steps for the day 🫶 replacement for my daily wieiad since I binged

[𝕱𝖆𝖓𝖌𝖘🎀 @PastelFangss]

@chubspingo Ooooooo... You wanna work for me so bad.... You want to move to Missouri to work minimum wage .... Oooooo free clothes...

[𝕱𝖆𝖓𝖌𝖘🎀 @PastelFangss]

@ricemarie09 They're literally the best!! The grape one is my second fav if you haven't tried it yet and it helps curb sweet cravings

[𝕱𝖆𝖓𝖌𝖘🎀 @PastelFangss]

@thinanimegirl I have a small gym at my apartment complex but used to go to a public one, some people can be mean but at planet fitness I never had any issues and even asked staff for great pointers on regimines to follow!!! I feel like my complex one is worse lmfao

[𝕱𝖆𝖓𝖌𝖘🎀 @PastelFangss]

@D1ETCOKEFAIRY Yes!!! Anyway here's my cat Beans 🫶

[𝕱𝖆𝖓𝖌𝖘🎀 @PastelFangss]

@pomirexic This is how I felt once I hit 26k steps in one day even tho it left me dead, like if I can do it once the goal should always be 20k!!

[𝕱𝖆𝖓𝖌𝖘🎀 @PastelFangss]

@babymeow420 I hope your day went better!

[𝕱𝖆𝖓𝖌𝖘🎀 @PastelFangss]

@babymeow420 WHOOOOOO I wanna make 50k steps!!!

[𝕱𝖆𝖓𝖌𝖘🎀 @PastelFangss]

@babymeow420 Stay safe and take care of yourself!!