Don’t take yourself too seriously • You can’t figure it out, just look at it • HerbWarlock • The illusion is separation. Just Joshin’, 3rd point in the pyramid
@BIMBOSATTVA_ As a black, the public school system truly laid the psychological foundation that I could in fact not be racist because I am black
Upon repeating this to my parents they swiftly slapped the rhetoric out of my mouth through repeated exposure to just how racist they could be
There’s a time for chaos and a time for order
Trickster spirit & the Logos
Shuffling the deck & the organizing principle
They might be two sides of the same coin
In fact one requires the other to be
Been sick for the past 3-5ish days (lost count)
Some findings:
- using the phone raises cortisol
^ specifically endless scroll / endless choice media (I’m thinking it taxes the systems required for observation and decision making much more)
- it’s hard not to be attached to pleasure or adverse to pain
- it’s easier said than done to remember you’re not the body when the body is screaming at you
I figure it’s a necessary experience to continue to practice that witness consciousness but it makes me wonder how Yogis, sages and great warriors fared in the face of death
Did they cry out for mercy hoping to hold onto their forms or did they accept even their endings as the will of the Gods?
Between eclipses and new moon things have felt extremely charged as of late
Feels like I’ve worked through what would have taken years in the last 3 days
Some very curious energy in the air this week
Crazy dreams
Wild storm while I’m at work & out of the blue I see someone from my past I hadn’t seen in like 6 years
Not a friend; someone I fucked over long ago - clearly reminded of a part of myself I chose to move forward from
Interesting times ahead, will have to think about what that interaction stirred up