my head hurts, i feel hot, i want to sleep, i cant sleep, i dont want to go back to college, i feel awful, i hate it so much, i forgot how awful it truly was, i want to drop out, i want to run away, i want to stop, i just hate it so much...
i want to elaborate slightly on this, that the reason i cant trust a single positive thing that someone says about me is that the world is filled with such falsehoods... i hope that my intentions can be understood, it's difficult to express this feeling...