STOP TRYING TO “FIND YOURSELF.”
One of the strangest ideas modern people have swallowed is that somewhere deep inside them exists a pristine, finished, AUTHENTIC personality…
And your job is to go digging around until you “discover who you really are.”
Why?
What makes you think the current contents of your personality are sacred?
Half of what you call “me” is shit you accidentally picked up.
Your sense of humour.
Your relationship with money.
Your confidence.
Your taste.
Your posture.
Your standards.
The way you speak.
The things you are afraid of.
The amount of disrespect you tolerate.
What you believe you are capable of.
Where did all of that come from?
You think you consciously selected it??
LOL.
A gigantic percentage of your “identity” is simply the accumulated result of family, teachers, friends, girlfriends, embarrassing experiences at 14, random praise, random rejection, movies, music, algorithms, people you admired, people you hated, and whatever happened to be repeatedly placed in front of your nervous system.
And then at 25 you point at the finished pile and say:
“This is just who I am.”
NO.
That is who you have been CONDITIONED to be.
Important distinction.
Because once you understand that personality is far more plastic than people pretend, the entire project changes.
Stop asking:
“Who am I?”
Start asking:
“WHO AM I BECOMING?”
And better:
“Who have I consciously DECIDED to become?”
If you admire somebody’s vocabulary, steal the standard and train yours.
If you admire somebody’s composure, study it.
If you admire somebody’s courage, deliberately place yourself in situations that demand courage until courage becomes normal.
If you speak like shit, improve your speech.
If you dress like shit, develop taste.
If you’re socially timid, train social boldness.
If your standards are low, raise them and tolerate the discomfort of no longer fitting neatly into your old environment.
This applies to almost everything.
People have this ridiculous reverence for their existing limitations.
“I’m just introverted.”
“I’ve never been disciplined.”
“I’m not really a reader.”
“I’m bad with money.”
“I’ve always been anxious.”
“I’m just not that type of person.”
Okay?
And?
Since WHEN did your past get voting rights over your future?
Your previous behaviour is evidence of your previous conditioning.
That’s all.
You can condition something else.
This is why I have always found the obsession with “authenticity” slightly suspicious.
Authentic to WHAT?
The version of you created by your parents?
Your secondary school?
Your ex?
Your hometown?
Your Twitter feed?
Fuck that.
There is enormous power in becoming ARTIFICIAL on purpose long enough that the artificial becomes natural.
At first, the new behaviour feels fake.
GOOD.
Of course it does.
Anything outside your existing identity feels fake because your nervous system has not normalised it yet.
Repeat it.
Reinforce it.
Build evidence.
Eventually what required conscious effort becomes automatic.
Then one day somebody who knew you five years ago meets you again and says:
“Wow. You’ve changed.”
Correct.
That was the fucking point.
You are not an archaeological site.
You are an ENGINEERING PROJECT.
BUILD YOURSELF.
The initiate must learn to deny his false self.
To not elevate every thought that comes into his head as "Me", or as "Of Me"
You are not your thoughts.
You are that which is beyond them.
You are the one who holds the door open (or keeps it shut) for whatever comes knocking.
You see people claim Jesus as their role model yet they are passing moral judgement on anyone who's lifestyle they dont agree with.
I learned to at least TRY not to judge someone unless you have walked in their shoes.
JayZ once rapped something along the lines "A product of my environment, nothing could save me" Do these words not ring true for some?
Many were never given a chance to be normal or have a normal life. The ones who were on that path and rose out of it are special souls. Rare.
Moral of the story is dont be super quick to critique how someome is living. If they aren't hurting you? It is none of your business.
If you've followed my page for a while now, you will know that I teach about the hidden aspect.
What is the hidden aspect?
The hidden aspect is an inherent energetic vacuum, so to speak, that every single thing carries in the material world.
It is the unseen effect of an energetic clash. The space that is made when the quantum materials of reality become overly excited.
A thing that becomes created both naturally and inadvertently. An uninformed consequence of global or nation-wide occurrences.
Remember this rule, the ones living the best are always living in quietude.
The best places, the best cuisine, the best entertainment, the best relationships, the best vacations, the best living conditions, the best of anything - is hidden and rarely ever openly talked about.
If it's advertised, it's not it.
You don't get to the end of the rainbow by aggressively pursuing it, you do so with a little hint from a friend, or by eavesdropping in peculiar places or some desperate corner-street that just feels out of touch for most people.
If there's everyone around it - it's not it.
If there's no one around it - it's not it either.
These are things and places that exist beyond the attention and movements of the masses, but not wholly out of sight - somewhere in the peripherals of life.
In a world that is seemingly very loud and noisy and chaotic (and this is currently its most potent illusion) you must know that there are equally mystical things happening very quietly - in contrast to that chaos, behind the scenes.
When you are armed with the knowledge of this principle - you can never truly unsee the secret pathways made available to you through simple observation.
I call this the Art of Quiet Living.
I have based my life, more or less, on this principle.
And it has taken me, and continues to take me, to incredible places.
Your participation in the arena of life, be it political, or military, or ideological - tunes your energy into these channels.
Once you have attuned your psyche and energy to these frameworks, you fall victim to the lens of their limited reality.
But the moment you understand that the clock leads to the mechanism - and the mechanism leads to the backstage, and the backstage leads to the architect - you will gradually learn to know which paths to take and which to ignore.
The starting point of this practice is the careful and deliberate removal - not of your attention, not of your energy - but of your participation in the global energetic exchange.
Even this initial clue or information you're gaining - is not through some Hollywood grade podcast or ultra popular self-help book, right?
But rather through "shoddy and shady" means.
From a stranger in an unlikely corner of the internet.
For you to even be here, you have, to a degree, must have already ceased participation.
Or have at least entertained the idea.
The rest is up to discernment.
WHEN TEACHING:
Sometimes, giving a simple, direct answer.,.
IS DOING THE LEARNER A DISSERVICE.
Why? Because you’re spoon feeding them, and conditioning them to be helpless without you.
Here’s how I’ve been programmed against it 👇🏽
A golden standard to universally apply to every facet of life:
Leave things better than you found them.
Teams, Workplaces, Homes, Communities, Individuals, women, etc
By choosing to commit to a life of continual development and growth, and getting better year over year, evolving constantly… you’ll find that people and things are improved by the very merit of your proximity.
Your presence can either energise, uplift and inspire, or depress, deplete, and discourage.
Know that when life stops sending you synchronicities, it's not because you've fallen out of favor, but because your training wheels have come off.
Your faith is strong enough to hold through on its own, and that universal energy can now be used for another to receive its proof.
@DejaRu22 I remember learning about him in 2nd grade and finding out he named a month after him and thinking “Holy shit, that guy is cool as fuck!”
Definitely going to study him. Thank you, Rubi! 🙌🏻
Change your life forever with this cheat code:
What I can tell you for sure about the reality of reality is that every human carries such uniqueness that DIFFERENT UNIVERSAL LAWS APPLY TO EACH ONE.
Understand the implications of this, won't you?
Stop your scrolling for a moment and figure this out for a second - even if you're dumb to this sort of phenomena.
You'll thank me, and yourself, later.
Now read closely:
You are under specific, original cosmic laws - things work for you that won't work for anyone else, and vice versa - things don't work for you that work for others.
Your life is an experiment, you have naturalized cheat codes, you can get away with things others can't - you're blessed in areas where others cannot be.
Why?
Because it's literally in your nature. Your uniqueness guarantees it. You're born under original stars.
And because that is so - you are uniquely designed (yes, designed) to sympathize with specific parts of life that others are blind to.
You have a unique perspective, a unique angle from which you receive abundantly and effortlessly.
You are the key to something, a cheat code to something, you unlock something - there is a lock that exists in this world that you and you alone are meant to fit into, understand?
Have you ever felt cursed in certain fields of life? That's because these things are not sympathetic to your being.
You are swimming against the tide.
"But Uncle Jack, how do I know what it is?!"
Simple:
Disregard everything you know.
Anything anyone has ever told you about how life works.
Ignore and forget, unapologetically, whatever conscious or subconscious programming you've received from the external world - including your parents, siblings, teachers and the neighbor girl next door (especially the neighbor girl next door).
Study your own results from your own experiences on what has worked for you and what has not.
Study where you feel powerful and where you feel not.
Look at parts of your life where you should have lost but won.
And look at parts of your life where you should have won but lost.
It's as simple of a formula as that.
Find your cheat code, become inspired, become enthusiastic and receive an infinite source of encouragement and energy.
Live authentic to whatever that vibe is - unapologetically - so long as it doesn't tread on others.
There are things you're meant to be BEING - so stop doom-scrolling and start being that thing.
Look at the history of your life, you will find it LITTERED with examples of where you shine and where you should not be.
You will find your deepest ambitions and desires and authenticity dotted with clues and hints on where your power is.
And PENETRATE.
Sounds aggressive, doesn't it?
Good.
PENETRATE.
SUCCESS in life is NOTHING MORE than FIGURING OUT what ARCHETYPAL ENERGY you VIBE with and COMMAND NATURALLY.
That's literally it.
And if you are not on the path of spiritual MASTERY (which is 95% of all people) - your temptations and tests will NOT come from what you are naturally meant to be doing.
You will not have to downgrade yourself, or handicap yourself to serve as a teacher and guide to others.
That is what I'm doing right now. For you, and for me, of course.
I could be a prince of darkness, a womanizing leader of cults, a magician of the highest order.
But I am not because that is where my tests lie.
But you, you are, most likely, blessing itself. If you weren't, you'd already know it.
You are FREE to be ABUNDANT.
Choose that, won't you?
In 2026, you can INSTANTLY catapult yourself to TOP 1% in all categories by following this ONE principle:
Be a slave to NOTHING.
Most everyone is a SLAVE to something:
Some are slaves to pussy.
Some are slaves to comfort.
Most people are slaves to approval, validation, booze, drugs, porn, politics, trauma, or the opinions of people you wouldn't ever want to trade lives with.
They are WEAK becasue they cannot say NO.
The moment you feel you *NEED* ANYthing to be whole, is the moment you have given your power away, and disastrously failed to wield your own sovereign autonomy.
For most people - happiness is a moving target:
- Always outside of themselves.
- Always just out of reach.
- Always temporary.
- Always fleeting.
Always dependent on needing circumstances to be *a particular way* ...
But for those of us who REFUSE to allow externalities to determine their emotional, psychological, and spiritual equanimity?
WE understand that happiness is something you can allow yourself to access, right here, right now, without needing any external conditions giving you permission to do so.
Need nothing.
Be a slave to nothing.
You, YOURSELF, are enough via right of divine authority.
Namaste.
Most people's egos rage and break into smithereens when you tell them that:
- The universe is a complex input/output system. Whatever you input into it, it will output back to you to feed your ego.
- That they've been inputting dogmatic, limiting systems like tarot, scrying, astrology and numerology into their reality through belief.
- That reality outputs the symptomatic effects of these same beliefs back onto them as proof to grow and maintain their egos, and about how they've "figured it all out".
- That their spiritual progress is forever halted, and their minds entrapped in the same matrix hypercube system they think they've been fighting against to overcome or escape.
The game literally allows you think you've won so you stop playing and searching for the higher truth, truly next level entrapment and design.
Better yet, it even rewards you for playing along in the form of transmuting energy from other aspects of your life to deliver you results in the specific output channel of your choice - so that your ego is maintained and it has a constant stream of creative lifeforce energy.
Some souls who are so far gone into this exchange sometimes even become aware of their parasitic dependency and start to develop an antagonistic view of the world because of it, usually arriving to the conclusion that the universe is somehow feeding on them - with no clue that they are the primary propagator of this process.
Depression, nihilism, antagonization of others are signature symptoms of this state.
Because, at the end of the day, this is an egregoric exchange. For an egregore (a pseudo-sentient mass of energy formed by shared collective belief) to sustain itself, it needs "gamers" in the material world who will propagate and validate its existence through embodying, sharing and recruiting others into their belief systems.
Egregores cannot form new energy, they can only "swap out" and transfer energy from one channel to another with the permission of the person making the exchange.
For example, feeding belief into the egregore of dogmatic religion through ritualized acts of servitude (giving it energy) might end up in you receiving a thousand dollars when you really think you need it - some will assign this "blessing" to God or even call it a miracle.
But remember what I tell you now, the highest God of this world does not give handouts and prizes - He does not need to give anything because everything is already given. All of it is within your being itself.
For another example, astrology will give you more coherence and accuracy in your astrological readings and provide a sense of stability and surety in this particular area of life, it will give you a formulaic recipe on how to gain the universe's favor on this date or that date - like you've figured out a "cheat code" with which to maneuver the world and society at large.
But it will do this at the cost of chaos and confusion in other areas of your life in the form of unexplainable misfortune or health issues or even relationship problems.
You could have realized this same energy (which always belonged to you in the first place) through other areas of your life to similar effects.
The total amount of energy exchanged will always be the same, just channeled into different quantum narratives.
It might take money or lifeforce from another source and channel it into your world through the channel of astrology, or numerology, or whatever - so your ego thinks "wow, this stuff really works, I've figured the game out!"
It won't give you more money, it will give you the same exact amount but through that singular source instead. In truth, it has no decree and capacity to grant you anything additional to what you already own.
As a result, your ego grows uncontrollably, forever entrapping you in, well, egoic experience.
It is the single most ingenious device one can come across, and its efficacy is such that 95% of those who engage in some form of universal truth-seeking will, at some point, become entrapped in it - sometimes to the end of their days.
It is exactly this mechanism that "one-shots" most ego-driven seekers in esoteric fields, they rarely ever recover from it - because recovery from this truth implies and holds, as its essential and primary prerequisite, the total dissolution and humbling of that person's ego - one that has grown outside of proportions thanks to their spiritual addictions.
Some humans have the nerve to assume that they can outsmart God, but they can't even outsmart the lesser lesson-bearers of this incredibly designed meta-material plane.
So, if you think you've beat the game, think again - you might just be losing your soul's destiny in the process.
There is no greater irony of life than this that I know of.
It is an impeccably sophisticated filter and the ultimate spiritual litmus test, and absolutely genius worldly design that escapes, and has escaped for several millennia, the understanding of most human minds.
I make no effort to awaken these souls outside of messaging like this, as I have learned my lesson that their ego is only reinforced when challenged by the truth of this design. They are frightened into a state of self-deceit most of the times.
But there is only one way through, my friends - and it has very little to do with the attainment of personal power - some will come to this conclusion soon, most will take decades and lifetimes to fathom these depths of truth, and others will be forever recycled into the game through their own ego-minds as architects of their own spiritual imprisonment, endlessly trying to escape the chains of their own ignorance and vanity - but never truly seeing through.
If you have found yourself stuck on this level though, you are most definitely not alone - and if you can find the inner humbleness to accept and realize your misgivings, if you can stop identifying with your ego and identify with the greater truth instead - if you can humble yourself - the change in view is very welcome and, I assure you, above everything else - very timely.
Doomers are canceled for the rest of the decade
"Nothing can be done" pessimism is useless.
Crawl into a whole, do nothing, mainline black pills all day. Feel smart for indulging in depression
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