Of all my seeking this is all my gain:
No agony of any mortal brain
Shall wrest the secret of the life of man;
The Search has taught me that the Search is vain
Along with signs, revelation hasn’t stopped; it still happens — only the mode has changed. You must have noticed that at the peak of suffering or longing, God brings revelation — but we need the eye to perceive it.
then life happened. The betrayals, the lessons, the losses, they dimmed that light. And now, you're wiser, yes, but you carry a heaviness the old you never knew. Still, somewhere deep inside, a flicker of that untamed spirit remains, waiting for the day you'll set it free again.
And , you miss your past self, the one who was naive and innocent, untouched by the harshness of the world. Back when no one used you, no one manipulated you. When your heart was full of light, and your passion burned so brightly it felt like you could touch the sky. But