Chance-Perfectalibi

Rust or bust! Dad gamer! Twitch affiliate, lifes awesome!

[Chance-Perfectalibi @Perfectalibi801]

@Y9j15 @playrust @gerrmanman @CapnMoran so dope haha

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@CapnMoran @IndieGameJoe @Rezanac Sounds like when life slows down you need to come chop trees and sell them to me in albion 😇

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@CapnMoran @IndieGameJoe @Rezanac Bruh this is rust 😅

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Lol "despite the loss"... you can tell they aren't trying to win... the second half splits 🤮🤢 ... tanking at its finest ... mfin Laurie or nurkic didn't even play 4th at all. However, Laurie and JJJ gonna be something fun to watch for years to come 💪

[NBA @NBA]

Despite the loss, JJJ shined in his Jazz debut!

22 PTS
3 AST
3 STL

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@CAMOMO_10 @KEEMSTAR Taxes ... those keep going up too

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@ogvuehl @cbsmith24 @ARCRaidersMedia Wtf are you supposed to do against arc lol

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@xLxGxND @Pestily This wins 🏆

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@ParlayScience Def a banger

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Key is on a whole other level though 🤯

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All this talk about Key's improvement and there's no denying he's balling! How about some love for Nurk?! BIG MAN balling

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@heart801 Very killing it :)

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@NightScreamTV Nice my guy! I hit me a 120x couple MNF ago haha love to see the dub!

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@BushyBu Get him 🐅

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@SpicyBeanDip1 I mean robot is endless possibilities... but the audience is 🤮

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This one hurt 🫠🤢🤮

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@SpicyBeanDip1 Sadge ... we at least have a $5 Tuesday option at multiple local spots and some offer concession deals that day as well ... helps for us who are buying 5 tickets now 😅

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Wolves are to fucking strong in rust...

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Always loved Lupo and really respect the time and energy it took to come out with a response like this

[DrLupo @DrLupo]

I screwed up big time. The internet has been right basically since the beginning, and it's taken me multiple waves of self reflection and internal fighting to get to the point where I can fully admit fault without holding back. I lied to the internet, repeatedly. I cheated, and betrayed the trust of countless people that believed in me. Viewers, family, friends. Everyone. Myself. I carry a lot of baggage, and you all got exposed to it in the worst way. I lied directly to @danielrensch. I lied directly to @WolfeyGlick and used him as a prop on stream. He didn't deserve that. None of you did. I messaged him directly to apologize, and I'll gladly do it on stream, too.

I've spent a big part of my life being really good at games. When I suddenly wasn't good enough, I lied. Between games while waiting, they said to be sure to only have one https://t.co/ATvqBQyBuL window open. So I was playing games against a computer on my other monitor using https://t.co/51UIkWShhm where my chat window usually is to practice between rounds. Once I blundered my queen, I panicked. I used the analysis feature there and my brain couldn't stop after that. I figured out the lines, but every time I panicked after that, I did it again. It wasn't something that I planned on doing. I really did practice quite a bit leading up to the event.

People kept asking me why I did it - I think I did it for a false sense of self validation. To convince myself that I could win when clearly I shouldn't have. It was disrespectful to the entire online chess community. I was stupid enough to not even considering the consequences of what I was doing. And I accept those consequences now, because I deserve it. I understand that people are going to question everything in my career now. I don't blame them. I was the guy that vocally hated people who cheated in video games, Tarkov is riddled with it. And I did the most hypocritical thing I could do.

I talked about mental health on stream yesterday morning because that stuff is very real for me. I'm restarting therapy this afternoon, I found someone through Sondermind that was available almost immediately, which was nice. I clearly have a problem with honesty to myself and those that care about me. It sucks that it took something like this to blow up in my face, but I'm hoping that it results in me finally fixing problems with myself that I've had for years.

I'm sorry. To everyone. My friends and family. People that watch me. Anyone that I associate with. I betrayed your trust. I hope one day people can forgive me, and I understand if they can't. I hope one day I can forgive myself, too. I'm typically pretty hard on myself.

[V Rising @VRisingGame]

More details: https://t.co/Ls9lfsFZaw

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@BushyBu This is a fuggin great idea bushy