Jude the FLY

Songwriter, Musician Jazz, Rock, Piano-Pop, John Lennon in my previous life, presently Jude. Spotify:

[Jude the FLY @Perry_Stroyka]

This is a thread I'm building to explain myself better regarding my nature, soul, karma, and spiritual experiences. Since I was a child, I had this feeling I'm John Lennon. It started with 'Free As A Bird' and 'Real Love' from the Anthology in the 1990's. When I heard those songs, I heard my singing voice and especially the way I played and wrote at the piano as a boy. I recognized my writing and composition style at the piano. Another synchronicity was that as a child of eight or nine years old at the time, I was recording myself at the piano with my compositions on cassette tape just like 'Free As A Bird' and 'Real Love'. At the time we only had a couple Beatle albums on cd with my family, and we had no Lennon or Ono music. Later, in my late teens and early twenties, I began listening to the solo work and was surprised again how much it was me. By my mid twenties, I stopped listening to it because it was kind of spooky to me. Unlike a lot of fan accounts online, I don't consider myself a fan and I'm not an obsessive--I don't read books or watch documentaries but I'm always surprised by parallels when I do see things and information from the past. I will go in greater detail in this thread about everything. I am a person where I have experienced miracles in life and it's something that when you do experience something so profound as that, it's not something that makes you exuberant or over confident--it's instead something that is difficult to process and it challenges you as a person on a deeper level. When you see a person talk about past lives and miracles and that sort of thing, and you see them talk about perfect memories or the smugness of being a 'chosen one', I think that's a sign that that person isn't truthful or experience these things. There is a hush, an awe, and a mental strain that comes from this sort of experience. I tell you this first hand. So I write this thread in the spirit of journalism not editorializing. I will tell you the truth and ask you to make your own mind with sincerity and heart. In my journey on social media I have made statements I have regretted but in the spirit of journalism and in the spirit of what I said about the mental strain of experiencing miracles and karma so profound, I choose not to delete anything and hope anyone looking at it can witness my humanity and convictions. What I share of myself and my experiences are so profound that I have been communicated to indirectly on this platform, trespassed, and trolled. And that's alright, it comes with it, and the beautiful thing is that my experiences and soul nature exist and stand on their own independently. That said, in this thread, I will focus on myself and hope that following along that you may find something for yourself; be that hope, faith, joy, intrigue, however that is I hope this thread is a positive experience for you.

#thebeatles #beatles #johnlennon

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@Pontifex 🙏

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Bed talks

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@kaitlancollins

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Unity without the sincerity of others is conformity to injustice. It is why the world is as it is today and how I was made to suffer. It is what happens when people love the idea of something more than the totality of something, which is what was done over me. I was dominated by those with money, power, and influence I do not have, made out deficient when I was blessed, and asked for an ego death when they couldn't accept the truth about me. It is those who knew better of me that deserve the ego death because in a controlling way and against God they took something beautiful and made it ugly.

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Parting thoughts and well wishes

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Exit Interview?

I believe the universe is conscious and we are a part of that. There have been spiritual experiences I've had that make me confident that this is the truth. Therefore, I've been very moved by prayer, meditation, and also amazed by how accurate with the divinations I have with the I Ching. I've never done this, but I am going to share with you what I just tossed concerning whether I should go ahead with this filmed 'exit interview'.
I know what this means for me, and I will share that with someone I trust and care about. But I post this as well for anyone looking at this post because I think it's good advice. I may have my interpretation for it personally for what I will do next, but you may have your own interpretation to this divination that may apply to your life in a positive way.

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Song sketch in bed
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First time singing it

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Exit interview hopefully on Monday.
Thoughts about everything. Questions I can answer, questions I wish I could answer. A lot to unpack before I pack it all up. Things I hope to answer and explain. Most importantly, I have no animosity towards anyone. I do have concerns that I have been targeted at times and that some people may have used other people’s accounts to influence me or put me in a bad light. Do I expect to get to the bottom of that? No, but I’ve been through so much pain in recent years that I can get uptight but I don’t hate anyone (pretty good at beating myself up). I’ve been deciding for sometime to move on from all this into something more dignified and continue to grow and enjoy my life. But I couldn’t do that with the system that was in place over me. So that’s why I unfollowed everyone I was following. Needed to breathe and clarity to put things in perspective. I did cry yesterday because everyone I’ve had contact with through here and even people in life these last few years, those who’ve helped or hurt me and people I’ve met—I still have love for everyone. And I think that’s a necessary thing for our human existence; if we go through life hating people then we missed the point. I’ve been through a lot, and at times I’ve been used, and with that came frustration and a dosing of toxicity that was difficult to deal with. But there’s light ahead, and I’m going to do my best moving forward. So I hope there’s love for me amongst people I’ve had contact with and looky-loos alike that you can give me a little space, a little time, and to lend me your eyes and ears for my ‘exit interview’.

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Epilogue

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