Pers-Oph-nal

(SPA/ENG) Literally my account to do everything not related to art, to interact and share stuff. My art account is @ophisteus

PFP by @Didi666__

[Pers-Oph-nal @PersOphNal]

Today I have deactivated my main account. It has been like, 7 years with it, but after seeing how Twitter is treating their artists and how little they care, stealing their art to feed it to AI, I'm done.

Remember that I'm in Bluesky as ophisteus as always.

Have a happy year!

[Pers-Oph-nal @PersOphNal]

But then when it comes to drawing for others, I can do more like, idk maybe I'm rambling, maybe it's because I'm looking for validation and I don't care to validate myself?

I should not think this much about myself, I start hating myself the more I do it xD

[Pers-Oph-nal @PersOphNal]

CW: venting

I feel like I'm a very awful person sometimes, like, with the thoughts I have sometimes.

Like, could I not have them please? I don't wanna wish any bad to anyone, but could I get the attention others get for the same things I and them do? I want motivation to keep-

[Pers-Oph-nal @PersOphNal]

-going, to do the things I like to do, but at the same time I don't think I deserve anything.

I feel like I have a void where my creativity should be, like I can only use 2 concepts to create my drawings and my hands are incapable of drawing anything else for me.

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Well, I kinda installed this thing back in my phone because I wanted to be able to give support to my friend's art through here as well, guess I'll throw random thoughts here and there as always if anyone is interested xD

[PK Lettuce @PK_Lettuce]

Can't stop thinking about Leo, I cannot express how much I love him, my beloved 💖
Art done by @/sheikyarts on bsky!
@Hopkeeper #MonsterVillageVN

[Pers-Oph-nal @PersOphNal]

Idk, it was a nice day: worked, took a nap, drew, celebrated at a restaurant.

And I got a couple of presents, it was neat.

Thanks for the good wishes from those that remembered <3

[Pers-Oph-nal @PersOphNal]

Yesterday was my birthday, idk why but it didn't feel that gloomy for me this year

Maybe 'cause I was not constantly looked down for not having a job by my father and stepmother, maybe 'cause I have celebrated with friends not expecting anything because I didn't do it at home.

[Pers-Oph-nal @PersOphNal]

@candadodemelo Awww que linda :3

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Work making me tired af, not able to draw and I'm trying with the commission I have left from last week

Also, I will probably close comms soon, I need to take my laptop to be checked at the pc store.

[Cyra @cyrakip]

Hoodie badger.

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Laying on the floor feels nice sometimes, it brings out memories of simpler times for me

[where are my antidepressants • 🍉 burnout era @PalkismsPriest]

it was a success 😌

[Pers-Oph-nal @PersOphNal]

@PalkismsPriest Yes, he always is relevant <3

[Yokomany Brightfall @Yokomanyy]

Commission for a client on discord!

[Pers-Oph-nal @PersOphNal]

I'm finally free from that test after a day of feeling like I was going to throw out due to too much caffeine.

Idc if I passed, I literally slept through a whole say to recover from that and I just wanna do other things without having that stupid thing always in mind.

[✨ Meow 🔞 ✨ @Whatslifeok]

A quick drawing of Satan from Helluva Boss
#HelluvaBoss #HelluvaBossFanart #satanhelluvaboss #SPOILER

[Pers-Oph-nal @PersOphNal]

@QuinHakamo_o Lizard bike! :D So neat ^^

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@HazardsCabin Why is it you but less furry?!?!xD

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@caldodilo Yeah, it is probably the people leaving, don't sweat, your comics are still great