And honestly, I deserve an apology and the real reason you werenโt there for me, that shit hurt me so deep I donโt see how I could move past that pain. If thatโs not the conversation you want to have with meโฆthen we donโt have a thing to talk about โ๐พโจ
This holiday season is definitely feeling different. But in a good wayโฆIโm working on my relationship with my sisters, itโs still rocky but we getting there with time and effort ๐
I think we all make the mistake of expecting people to act the way we think they should and then when they donโt meet our expectations get mad at them and take it out on themโฆthey just being who they areโฆyou the delusional one thinking you can make a person be what you want
I keep thinking back to old failed friendships like where did I go wrong, what did I input that aided in the breakup??
My emotionsโฆ
Cause when Iโm upset it really use to take nothing for me to go off and cut a motherfucker off quick.
I thought I had genuine friend. Never asked her for anything but her time, conversation and laughs. I was always TTG and never played about herโฆidk where it all went wrongโฆ
Thinking someone is your best friend but when you need them they are no where to be found. Thinking you were closer to someoneโฆonly to find out you really werenโt.