INFP Dreamer

Just another INFP living life. Writing, daydreaming.

[INFP Dreamer @PersonalityMBTI]

If I can just get it all out through art, whatever that may be, even though it's even more painful that way, just maybe it'll be enough to let it go eventually.

[INFP Dreamer @PersonalityMBTI]

Do you ever get to a moment where you realise you've reached a point of disillusionment that you feel like something has to change? I don't know if it should be a different life path, or just a different city, just that I don't want to live in this level of sadness forever.

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@AnnaMar10474907 Thanks so much! (And very sorry for the 2 year delay, took a break from here as you can tell)

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Umm so yes while I've been quiet on here, I've been enjoying making music. It's for me really (my sanity), but some INFPs might relate, I hope. Here's 'Waiting' #np https://t.co/UCNf8izkwU

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I'm realising that it doesn't matter if nobody cares what I have to say in my creativity. It's enough that I can make myself feel seen somehow, even if no one is looking. I'll be proud of it anyway, and that's what I love, and why I'll never stop creating.

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I've finally found what is fulfilling to me, and it's creating. I knew it all along, but I always felt it must be somehow self-absorbed, or too competitive, or my work not good enough.

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I'm always craving change, but then I'm always so sentimental when it actually happens. There's something so reminiscent of mortality about the chapters we have to leave behind.

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I feel like I'm always going to be falling for someone who is on the periphery of my life. Is that an INFP thing? Will I always just love the idea of someone?

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I think the reason anxiety can really cripple me is because I also have very strong gut reactions, and I don't know which is which. One moment it's clear as day and the next I'm spiralling back into indecision

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I think part of me worries so much because I have these moments of clarity where I realise that everything is transient, temporary, the good and the bad, happy and sad, and it honestly scares me to death sometimes

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Those moments when I feel calm and content with myself, because I no longer try desperately to look at myself through the eyes of others...those are the best.

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@pelavarre Yes I'm sure, although the sphere I work in is very interpersonal and about communication etc., it's more the constant routine/structure and obsession with work that really gets my goat. The chart makes sense though definitely

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I used to think that choosing a career was finding what you're passionate about. Now I wonder if it's just a case of choosing your treadmill carefully. (A very jaded and burnt out INFP here).

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I wish I wasn't so self preservational...why can't I be one of those people who gets by on 6 hours sleep and stays out socialising until 3am? The world must just work for those people

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Sometimes I feel like the older I get the more I'm able to connect with other people, at others I feel like my need to be understood will always be a gaping chasm inside me.

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I've always felt that there is something; some kind of meaning or purpose that is missing from my life, and I've always sought to tackle that outwardly. But maybe I just need to accept that my quest to find meaning in life is part of who I am.

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I just can't shake the feeling that I'll never truly embody my full identity. Maybe I never will.

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I've riled against living an ordinary life for so long, but I wonder whether my fate is really much less remarkable than I would've planned for myself. Do I really need to be different? Or do I just need to be happy?

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I don't think I can live without writing of some sort. And it's mostly writing in the privacy of knowing that no one will hear my songs or read my diary...and I wonder if I'm very different to how people perceive me. I suppose we all are.

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Somewhere on the treadmill of life, the part of me that is truly able to speak, through music and words, gets squashed and trampled on. A part of me is lost until I can run back to that place of creating.